I'm in my thirties and my first time a guy came in my mouth was a couple of years ago. I'd fantasized about it a lot. Secretly though, I’d never spoken to anyone else about it. I'd let two guys suck me off and I’d checked out a few online ads and a lot of porn. When I finally got my nerve up, I saw an ad that I liked on Craigslist.

We e-mailed back and forth several times. Probably more than necessary but I was apprehensive. He was as inexperienced as I was. He sent me some e-mail pictures of his cock. One covered in his cum. This went on for a couple of weeks.

One night he mentioned that his wife was out of town for the night and that he wasn't doing anything. I asked, “Would you like to drive my way and finally do what we’ve been talking about?” Which we both knew was for me to give him a blowjob.

He knew the area where I lived, so I walked down the street from my house and he picked me up in his pickup truck at the corner. His name was Edward, Ed for short, and he was nice looking, in his forties and had a neatly trimmed beard.

We drove around looking for a good spot. We found a closed business less than a mile from my place with a dark deserted parking lot. Ed pulled in and parked in a dark area shielded from the street by the building. As he put his truck in park, he asked, “Does this look okay to you?”

I was almost too nervous to answer at this point but it looked like as good of a spot as we were likely to find so I said, “Yeah.”

He asked, “Are you ready?” and I just nodded my head.

Ed was about half-terrified, but very excited too. I remember being so nervous that my mouth was so dry I struggled to gather a little spit. Ed was wearing those sissy (faggy) looking nylon running shorts and he pulled them off completely, which surprised me.

He wasn't hard yet but he told me, “Don’t worry, it’ll grow in your mouth,” as he smiled and pointed down at his lap.

I got up on my knees sideways in the seat and took his cock in one hand, holding it between my thumb and fore finger. It was the first time I'd ever touched another man’s cock. Taking a deep breath, I leaned over to put my face in his lap and bumped my head on his steering wheel.

Ed kinda laughed when I sat back up rubbing my head. He had a new pick-up, one of those that came with every conceivable option/toy you can think of, including tilt and telescoping steering wheel. He tilted the steering wheel up as high as it would go, tilted the seat back a couple of degrees and then slid it back.

Then, with a little ice breaking chuckle, he motioned back towards his lap. This time when I leaned over I slowly took Ed soft cock in my mouth.

Ed was right - it started rapidly growing in my mouth. He let out a contented, “Ahhh.”

As his cock grew, I backed off and started to slowly lick around base of the head. His cock danced and flexed with each flick of my tongue, especially when I flicked underneath where that little piece of skin connects the head to the shaft. I then encircled the head with my lips and slowly inch by inch took all seven inches into my mouth all the way down to his balls.

He let out another, “Ahhh,” grabbed the back of my head and started moving his hips up off the seat and fucking my mouth. All the while he was gently moaning and murmuring, “Oh yeah suck me man.”

His cock was as stiff as a lead pipe in my mouth as he held my head and arched his hips, burying his cock to his balls in my mouth and held it there for a short while. The head ballooned up and I got what for me seemed quite a shock. The head was huge but a perfect fit in my mouth. It was incredibly soft and velvety.

Loosening his grip slightly, Ed backed off for another pump back into my mouth.

I started alternating between licking and kissing the head, swirling my tongue around, searching out the sensitive spots as Ed started a slow but steady in and out rhythm. This went on for a good ten to fifteen minutes as he tried to see how far I could take him in my mouth.

I have to tell you there was nothing about what was going on that I didn't love. The iron hardness of the shaft in my hand contrasting with the soft spongy head, starting to pump a little as he searched out the back of my throat. As he got excited the taste of the pre-cum was really starting to leak into my mouth.

The scene, doing this in the dark, being in his pickup truck, and just the two of us alone but me in heaven. Just when I thought it couldn't get any better he threw me for an unbelievable loop.

Ed had been friendly and polite in all of our online conversations and even after we met, but he out of nowhere - without so much as a by your leave - he suddenly grabbed my head and hair and started fucking my mouth really hard. I mean real hard. I was completely stunned. If he had asked ahead of time I would’ve told him that there was no way I was ready for something like that the first time.

But he didn’t ask and here in the moment it didn't just feel natural - it felt great. My heart started racing, I got even more excited and started to moan, “Uum,” a little like I'd seen girls do in porn to encourage him. It was amazing.

Ed kept at it for a few minutes and then with his hands behind his head, he leaned back and relaxed.

I knew this was my cue to finish him so I started sucking really good, giving lots of attention to the head and top part of the shaft, keeping my tongue moving. At the same time, I took my thumb and index finger and made a ring right around the base of his cock, squeezed with firm pressure and started bobbing up and down, jacking him off with my mouth.

His moaned even louder and his hip movements became more erratic and the head of his cock started to swell, signalling me he was about to blow his load. When he murmured, “I’m gonna shoot my load,” he started quivering and, again holding my head, pushed his cock further into my mouth.

It all happened so fast that I didn't actually realize that he’d started cumming, but he let off two or three good thick warm blasts that hit right on my tongue. Almost franticly, Ed held my head still and arched his hips and pushed his cock into my mouth. Then he held still as I felt him unloading.

I felt the swell and flex of each shot and counted six squirts and then a warm flow that I was able to hold in my mouth. He was moaning the whole time he was cumming. He finally quieted down and let go of my head and I reluctantly pulled his cock out of my mouth.

I savored the mouthful of cum Ed had pumped into me, letting it slide slowly down my throat.

Leaning back down, I flicked out my tongue and licked a thick pearl drop of cum off the head of his dick at the slit. Then milked a little more out with a quick deep throat and tight lipped sucked back up his shaft to the head.

Ed thanked me and said, “Told ya I shoot a big load, didn’t I.”

I don't know if I got lucky the first time or if this experience shaped me, but this is still the hottest fantasy for me - having a strange guy pick me up in his car late at night, drive to a quiet spot and make me suck him off.

I've only done it a couple of times, but I want to again. So if the opportunity presents itself, I will. I'm also hoping to try it with guys of different races, but honestly I don't care what the guy looks like or his age, race or body type, I just like giving a blowjob and the rest is not really important to me.