It was a drunken mistake. An error in judgment. I shouldn’t have said it to her. Hell, I probably shouldn’t have even been in that bar. If I had been in my right mind, none of this wouldn’t have happened, and that’s a fact I’ll take with me for the rest of my life.
The first thing that hit me when I stepped foot in the bar was the noise. It was as though the patrons and the jukebox were in a war to see if one could overpower the other. The assault on my ear drums was so severe that I nearly turned around and left. Bolstering my determination, I pressed on toward the bar. Unbeknownst to me, I was on a path that would alter the rest of my life.
Several hours and countless shots later, the pain began to go numb. The music no longer hurt my ears. The noisy patrons no longer bothered me. The note I found on my dresser hours earlier no longer burned a hole through the core of my being. It was as though all my troubles had been bottled up and washed away on a sea of liquor.
That was the very moment I first saw her. Looking to my right, my jaw dropped open as a vision of beauty sat down at the end of the bar. Her hair was like the morning light. Her face shone like the sun. She was a vision of perfection, exquisitely packaged in a leather jacket and denim skirt.
Three eternities passed as I watched her. I knew I was staring, but I couldn’t take my eyes off the beauty before me. My mind viciously slogged through a drunken haze, trying to determine my next move. I desperately wanted to do something. To say hello. To tell her she was beautiful. To thank her for making this godforsaken bar a better place. Unable to formulate the words, I remained there, unmoving, as I watched her order her drink.
A moment later, horror-struck, as she looked over and caught me in my enthralled staring. I tried to look away, to busy myself with my drink, but the damage was done. I was caught. My cheeks burned red as I locked my eyes on the bar before me. I counted the seconds, waiting for my moment of reckoning. Waiting to be called a creep, or to have a drink thrown on me, or to be asked to leave.
Instead of any of those situations coming to pass, something even more unimaginable happened. As I sat there, drunk and embarrassed at myself, I heard a voice from my right. Rising up over the noise, the voice of an angel called out, greeting me, asking if I'd been here before.
Flummoxed, I found myself skipping over her questions and stuttering out a list of apologies. I was so sorry I was staring. I was sorry that I was so drunk. I was sorry if I bothered her. It had been a terrible day, I admitted, and I was completely unprepared to run into such perfection this evening.