The warm afternoon sun slanted through the living room window, creating a streak of golden light across the floor. Ben lounged on the couch, absentmindedly flicking through his phone while the muffled hum of vacuuming drifted from the other room.
Brooke, his mother, appeared in the doorway, her sleeves rolled up and a faint sheen of sweat on her forehead. With a hand on her hip, she called out over the noise of the vacuum, "Ben, I've been cleaning up all afternoon. If you're not going to help me out, then you should head outside and enjoy the day. It's Friday, after all."
Ben looked up, eyes widening slightly. The casual tone in her voice carried an undercurrent of finality that left no room for negotiation. Brooke stood her ground, her expression firm yet not unkind.
With a sigh, Ben put down his phone and stood up, running a hand through his hair. "Alright, alright. I'll help. Where do you need me?"
Brooke's expression softened as she approached the couch where Ben stood, shifting his weight from foot to foot. "Ben," she said with a sigh, "you help out with chores all the time. You're a good kid, you know that?"
Ben shrugged, his eyes darting away from hers. "Yeah, but you asked, so…"
She waved her hand, dismissing his concern. "Forget about it. It's Friday. Go outside, hang out with your friends. Maybe even find a girlfriend, huh?" A grin tugged at the corners of her mouth.
Ben scoffed lightly, rubbing the back of his neck. "Mom…"
"What? You're 19 years old, Ben! No social life to speak of. You don't want your best years to be stuck in here staring at your phone all day, right?"
He chuckled, shaking his head. "Alright, alright. I'll head out for a bit. But if you need anything—"
She cut him off with a firm look. "Nope. If I need anything, I'll call Jenny. Go, enjoy the day."
Ben pocketed his phone, grabbed his gym bag from beside the door, and headed out. The fresh air of the late afternoon greeted him as he walked down the quiet street toward the gym. He understood his mom's intentions—she wanted him to be happy and enjoy life—but she didn't realize how tough it was to find friends in this unfamiliar town. Moving during his junior year in college left him disconnected from his previous social circle, and it felt like everyone here already had their groups.
The gym had become his refuge, a familiar and steady place where he could focus on his workouts and forget about everything else. As he entered, the hum of machines and chatter of other gym-goers filled his ears. He quickly changed in the locker room and hit the weights. With each lift, he felt the tension ease away, his muscles growing warm as he pushed himself.
In between sets, he caught glimpses of others around him—a group of friends chatting by the benches, a couple doing their cardio together, and solitary lifters focused on their routines. It was comforting in a way, knowing that people came here for their own reasons, each in their own world. He might not have close friends here, but this was just fine.
***
Back at the house, Brooke had her own mission in mind. The vacuum stood abandoned by the closet as she stepped down the hallway, passing framed family photos and a couple of her own amateur landscape paintings, until she reached Ben's room.
The door creaked open, revealing a neat, if sparsely decorated, room. His bed was made, clothes folded in drawers, and a small desk sat against the window, littered with only a couple of old receipts and a dusty notebook. Brooke took a deep breath, her gaze lingering on the worn chair and the poster of an old rock band from Ben's high school days still pinned to the wall.
"What's going on in here, Ben?" she murmured to herself.
She moved to the desk, quietly flipping open the notebook. The earlier entries were filled with class notes, formulas, and diagrams, all remnants of his college courses. But as she neared the end, her eyes caught sight of something peculiar. She froze momentarily, reading what appeared to be usernames and passwords scribbled neatly on the last couple of pages.
She frowned, confused by the entries. Some usernames were straightforward—variations of Ben's name, mostly—but the passwords were random and complicated. Brooke's heart sank. Her mind raced with thoughts of what these might be for.
"Ben," she whispered softly, even though he wasn't there to hear her. The idea of him living such a cautious, secretive online life tugged at her heartstrings. She carefully closed the notebook and placed it back where she found it. She stepped back from the desk, a mix of concern and love etched on her face.
Brooke knew she had to tread carefully. She didn't want to invade Ben's privacy, but she was his mother. She had a right to worry, especially now that he'd been spending so much time on his phone and seemed disconnected from those around him.
She returned to the desk; her resolve strengthened. She opened Ben's laptop and quickly flipped through the notebook, stopping at the last pages. With a deep breath, she entered what appeared to be the main password into the laptop. The screen blinked as it processed the login.
She didn't know what to expect, but when a familiar gaming platform's interface appeared, she relaxed a bit. Brooke scrolled through the list of friends and recent activity, and a sense of relief washed over her. Ben was playing online games, a fairly normal pastime for someone his age, yet she couldn't shake the nagging feeling of unease.
As Brooke delved deeper into Ben's online activities, her concern grew stronger. It wasn't just that he was watching porn—many young men in their twenties did that, after all. But it seemed as though Ben was far more than just a casual observer; he appeared to have a fixation on one particular aspect of these materials: feet. His Instagram feed, had transformed into an alarming assortment of images featuring young women showcasing their feet, often with provocative captions such as "lick my dirty foot slave."
Brooke couldn't shake the feeling that her son was involved in something more than just casual internet browsing. The prevalence of foot-related content suggested a deeper fascination—a fixation, even. With hashtags like #footfetish and #dirtyfeetlover popping up in nearly every post, she couldn't help but wonder: what had driven her once-innocent boy down this path?
As the reality of Ben's online habits began to sink in, Brooke found herself grappling with a mix of shock, disbelief, and overwhelming concern for her son. How could he have allowed himself to become so consumed by such an unusual fixation? And what would it mean for his future relationships, both personal and professional, if this continued to consume him?
She couldn't help but wonder what had led Ben down this path. Had he always been interested in feet, or had something triggered this fascination? She knew that online communities could be influential, but she couldn't shake the feeling that there was more to this story than met the eye.
Delving further into Ben's digital life, Brooke clicked on the Twitter icon on his browser, anticipating a similar pattern to what she had already seen. Much to her relief, the content appeared to be slightly less provocative than the Instagram feed—mostly comprised of attractive women posing for selfies.
However, as she scrolled through the timeline and began reading some of the captions accompanying these images, her fear returned. Phrases like "Back to draining weak betas" or "Give me cash then fuck off" indicated as some kind of sexual kink even she was unfamiliar with. When examining his conversations, she found an abundance of references such as "Send 50 now piggy" and "you are officially my paypig." Add to that the multitude of unfamiliar hashtags with obscure words, which were entirely foreign to her, and she was officially intrigued. This raised a concerning question: was her son actually giving money to those women?
Worried that Ben might return at any moment, she closed the laptop and put everything back exactly as she had found it. She tried to get back to vacuuming, but the simple task now felt burdensome. "I'll ask Ben to finish the rest," she muttered dismissively.
Her thoughts lingered on the significant discovery she'd just made about her son. Being a single mother was tough, and she'd always managed everything alone. Yet she couldn't shake the nagging thought that she might have done something wrong. One thing was certain—she would help Ben with this peculiar matter. First, she needed to learn more about it.
***
After a quiet dinner, Brooke sat across from Ben at the table, her fingers tracing idle circles on the wood. Her eyes met his, and for a moment, she hesitated. Then, she took a deep breath and steadied herself. "Ben, I want to talk to you about something."
Ben looked up, his fork pausing over the half-eaten casserole. "Sure, Mom. What's up?"
Brooke leaned forward; her voice gentle but unwavering. "I've noticed you've been spending a lot of time online lately, and I'm a little concerned."
Ben shifted in his chair. "Concerned about what?"
"About the kind of things, you're engaging with online," she said cautiously. "I'm not judging you, but I think we need to talk about it."
Ben's expression hardened, a flicker of irritation flashing across his face. "What do you mean?"
Brooke chose her words carefully. "I saw some of your accounts. Your Twitter, Instagram... and I noticed some patterns that made me worry. The way you're interacting with people, the sort of content you're following. Honey, it doesn't feel right to objectify women that way."
Ben's eyes dropped to the table, fear running through his spine. "So, you went through my stuff?"
"I did," Brooke admitted. "And I understand if you're upset, but I did it because I care about you."
Ben sat back; his gaze stuck down. He couldn't utter a single word.
Brooke gave him a measured look, trying to gauge his reaction. "I don't want to control what you do, but I want you to think about how this might be affecting you. Is this really what you want to focus your energy on?"
Ben was quiet for a long moment before rubbing his forehead with one hand. "So, what exactly did you see, Mom?"
"Brooke sighed, taking a deep breath before speaking. 'I noticed on your Instagram, the pattern of foot-related content. It seems like this has become quite an interest for you.'" His face turned a deeper shade of red. "Honey, I don't know when or how it started, but honestly, it feels a bit strange to me."
"Why do you think that way, Mom?" Ben asked, clearly taken aback by her words.
Brooke hesitated for a moment before continuing, "Well, back in my day, when I was your age, there was this guy I had just started dating who liked my feet and would kiss them... What a loser." She chuckled softly as she realized the irony of her words and tried to cover her mouth with her hand. "What I meant to say is that the relationship didn't last very long."
Stunned, Ben questioned her words. Did his mother actually call him a loser? "Well, I am glad that you think so of me," he replied sarcastically.
"No honey I am sorry. What I want you to understand is that it's alright to have interests that might seem strange or uncommon, as long as they don't hurt anyone and make you happy."
For a brief moment Ben felt as if everything was going to be alright again, but then again there was something else. " So, what else did you spy on my computer, Mom?"
Brooke wasn't exactly sure how to approach this. She chose her words carefully, "I saw your Twitter profile as well." After a short but dead moment of silence, she continued. "What were all those posts saying humiliating things about?"
"Sometimes because of the similar topics you're interested in, the algorithm shows you strange things you didn't intend to see," Ben replied nervously. He found it difficult to admit his findom addiction to his mother and how much he enjoyed it. After all, she had already thought foot fetish was odd.
"Then do you mind explaining to me your conversations? Because they surely looked strange to me."
"Did you see my dm's. Oh ma..." Ben exclaimed. "It's all a joke I pull off, just playing along with them. It's just fantasy stuff."
"I sure hope so." Brooke responded. "Given how hard you work, I don't want to see your money go to waste. I care too much about you, sweety. And don't forget about the dreams of buying your own farm someday."
The conversation was finished; there was nothing more to say. For Ben, it was too overwhelming to go on. Almost trembling with embarrassment, he stood up, took his plate to the sink, gave it a quick rinse, and retreated upstairs to the safety of his room.