In response to my squirming, Claire lifted herself slightly, hovering just above my face. Her voice was firm but gentle as she spoke, "Look, I want you to stay still. I want to enjoy my evening. Just calm down. It can't be that bad."
Her words hit me with a mixture of embarrassment and realization. I had been moving too much, disrupting her comfort. I had to remember that this was a shared experience, not just about my endurance but also her enjoyment.
"I'm sorry," I mumbled, my voice muffled beneath her. "I'll try to be still." She nodded, a small smile playing on her lips. "Good. Remember, this is supposed to be fun for both of us."
I took a deep breath, bracing myself as she slowly lowered herself back onto my face. This time, I focused on staying still, on enduring the pressure and discomfort for her sake.
She settled back onto my face, her weight pressing down onto me once again. Despite the discomfort, I held still, focusing on my breathing and the sound of the movie playing in the background.
As the minutes turned into hours, I found myself suffering again. The pressure, the warmth, the scent of her jeans were getting to much to handle.
I swallowed my discomfort, my face buried beneath her. I forced myself to focus on the sound of her voice, the rhythm of her breath, the softness of her jeans against my skin.
"I can't breathe," I finally managed to gasp out, the words muffled beneath her.
She sighed, shifting her weight off of me just enough to allow me some air. "I told you to stay still," she said, her voice firm but not unkind. "You need to learn to breathe through it."
"I'm trying," I said, taking a deep breath now that I had the chance. "It's just... it's hard."
"I know," she said. "But it's not impossible. I believe in you."
With that, she lowered herself back onto my face, her weight pressing down onto me once again. I took a deep breath, bracing myself for what was to come.
She finally stood up, giving me a chance to catch my breath. The cool air hit my flushed face, momentarily relieving the overwhelming heat and pressure. I gasped for air, my lungs filling up with sweet, much-needed oxygen. My head spun a little, the sudden relief almost as disorienting as the pressure had been.
I looked up at Claire, my gaze meeting hers. Her eyes held a certain intensity, a determination that told me she wasn't done yet. But there was also a hint of satisfaction, a small smile playing on her lips as she watched me recover.
"I am barely alive," I joked, my voice hoarse. I reached up to wipe my face, trying to regain some semblance of composure.
"You're doing great," she said, her voice soothing. "Take a deep breath. You're okay."
She looked down at me, concern etching lines onto her face as she took in my flushed and pale complexion. "You're really red," she commented, her voice filled with surprise. "But you're also... pale? Is that even possible?"
I shrugged, trying to play it down. "Guess you're just that good."
A small chuckle escaped her, but it was clear she was still worried. She reached out, her fingers brushing against my cheek. The touch was gentle, almost hesitant, as if she was afraid she might hurt me.
"Are you ready to continue?" she asked, watching me closely. I hesitated, the words 'no' on the tip of my tongue. But before I could say anything, she had already made her decision.
"I think you can handle it," she said, determination shining in her eyes. Without another word, she lowered herself onto my face once again.
I gasped, not prepared for the sudden pressure. But this time, she didn't shift her weight off of me. She stayed there, her soft jeans pressing down onto my face. Her scent was all around me, the warmth of her body enveloping me.
I took a deep breath, trying to focus on the sound of her voice, the rhythm of her breath, the softness of her jeans against my skin.
"Remember what I said earlier," she reminded me, her voice steady. "Breathe through it."
I nodded, the best I could under her. I took a deep breath, bracing myself for the discomfort to come. But as I focused on my breathing, on the sound of her voice, I found the discomfort slowly fading away. I was able to bear it, to endure it for her.
She was right. I could handle it. I just had to remember to breathe.
"I feel like I'm crushing you," she said, her voice laced with worry. "But I don't want to stop. I hope you're okay with this."
I nodded, doing my best to reassure her. "I'm okay," I managed to mumble, my voice muffled beneath her.
Beneath her, I tried to breathe through the fabric of her jeans. But it was hard. The material was thick, suffocating. And the smell... it was overwhelming. It was her, her perfume, her sweat, the scent of the day clinging to her clothes. It was intoxicating and overwhelming all at once.