I thought I had hit my peak sexually in my teen years, but, looking back now, fifteen years later, I realize I had no clue back then…
When you’re a teen, you are so horny and hot for anything that moves. Any position will do, just anything to get to that triumphant moment. Plus, growing up in the Bible Belt of the South, at least in my family, sex is shamed and only for reproducing, women shouldn’t have pleasure.
That’s why I say that I knew nothing back then. You could say that my sexual life up until recently has been plain vanilla. Always the same, never exciting or passionate. I was always treated as a porcelain doll, to be placed on the shelf, barely played with. And if I was played with, only gentle hands were used, soft words spoken. With this innocent, sweet face, no one could guess how I craved to be treated, craved to be owned and used.….
After years of regretful sex, years of faking orgasms, years of replying, “Yes, it was good for me too,” with a fake grin on my face, I had finally met my match.
I didn’t think Tinder would come through for me the way it did, but boy am I glad I signed up that day. We chatted for a few days and made sure the connection was right. And was it ever! So many things in common… and both of us wanted to explore BDSM, something neither of us has had. We decided to meet up one morning for coffee and see if the connection was as good as it was over the phone. I was so nervous! I hadn’t dated in a while since my divorce and my track record wasn’t the greatest. But I got myself all dolled up for my date. My long brunette hair, wavy and full. Wearing an off-the-shoulder blouse and tight, fitted leggings. I took one last look in the mirror before I left, my bright blue eyes staring back at me..
“Don’t fuck it up, Ava.” I say to my reflection. I grab my purse and leave, not knowing that this date would change my life for good.
Pulling up at the parking garage, I see him, standing outside his truck, waiting for me. He looked just like his pictures, tall, lean, with blue eyes and a beard. I melted just seeing him.
I got out of my car and said, “Well, hi Anthony.”
He walked towards me and replied, “Finally” as he crushed his lips to mine, in one of the most passionate kisses I had ever experienced. The way our mouths moved together, so in sync, it was phenomenal.
He pulled away reluctantly and said, “I’m sorry, I just couldn’t wait for the end of the date for that.”
“I'm glad you didn’t, that was amazing,” I said.
And so he grabbed my hand and we started our walk to the coffee shop, stopping every few feet to kiss one another in the middle of the sidewalk. We were absolutely mesmerized by each other. We got lost in time and space together and before you knew it, he asked me to go back to his place. I couldn’t say no, I needed to see if he could deliver all the naughty things he said he could. And so we went.