Mike walks over to the bathtub and holds out his hands to me. I put down the vibrator and place my hand in his and step out of the tub. I'm placing my complete trust in him. I know he loves me and this is what I want right now.
He places a finger under my chin and tilts my head up so I am looking him directly in the eye.
"You know how much I love you, silly, funny girl? I'd never hurt you for the world. We will only do this if it's what you want. Just the fact you've offered that part of yourself to me makes me happy. Don't get me wrong, I want to fuck you in the ass in the worst way possible. I can wait forever or never. I don't ever want to lose you or talk you into doing something you're not ready for or don't want to do."
I think in that moment I fell more in love with Mike than I was before. I had already made my decision, but he genuinely cares about me and he won't push the matter. I need to tell him how much I have been thinking about this, that I don't have any hesitations at this point.
"I do want to do it. I know when you first suggested it, I never thought I would want to, but to be honest, I can't get it off my mind," I tell Mike. "Of course my little experiment in the bathtub helped me make my decision."
Mike laughs and picks up my vibrator. He holds it up next to his cock. Seeing the difference in size, I gulp, feeling a slight sinking in the pit of my stomach. "How is that ever going to fit in my ass without it being extremely painful?" I think.
Seeing the look on my face, Mike pulls me into his arms. "Don't worry Beth, we have some work to do first. It will be fine and I know I can make you feel great. Just remember how you felt just now in the bath. We'll go slow and take it easy, but we'll get there. I am in no hurry. The last thing I want to do is make this a bad experience for you. It's in my best interest too. I'd like this not to be a one time thing. I'm hoping it's something we can do many times and enjoy over the coming years."
I always feel so comforted in Mike's arms. I look up at him though, when he mentions years. A questioning look appears on my face.
"Yes, you heard me right. I expect us to be together for a very long time," he says. "We can talk about that later. Right now I want you to grab a towel, that baby oil and go get comfortable on the bed. Don't worry, just trust me. It will feel good, although I know that you like some pain now and again."
He's not wrong about that. I do enjoy a smack on the ass and an occasional spanking, when I have been "bad."Nothing too serious, just a little pain to enhance the pleasure now and again. I also own a pair of nipple clamps and enjoy the bite as Mike attaches them to my nipples, then the sting as he releases them from their grip. Some pain mixed with pleasure makes for a greater more intense orgasm for me.
Mike embraces me again and gives my earlobe a quick sharp bite. It hurts a bit, but I instantly feel a tingle in my pussy. Who knew that my ear lobes and pussy have a direct connection?
"I know what you like. You'll love it, I'll make sure of it," Mike reassures me.
I grab a towel and the baby oil. I spread the towel on the bed and lay down on it, with my back leaning up against the pillows. Mike brings my cosmetic bag into the bedroom. He opens the bag and pulls out a vibrator, a little bigger than the one I was using in the tub. He places it on the towel next to me.
He is just about to close the bag, when he smiles and looks at me. "Did you bring them Beth?" he asks.
I turn red, as a slow burn reaches my cheeks. I know right away what he's talking about. I'm still a little embarrassed about my enjoyment of them.
Seeing me blush, he reaches back in my bag and digs around until he feels what he was looking for. Mike pulls out my nipple clamps and holds them up.
Putting a hand over my mouth, I start to giggle like a giddy schoolgirl. Thoughts of what's to come are making my head swirl. I always giggle when I get nervous and aroused.
Mike shakes those clamps with the chain attached in front of me. He grins widely. "I knew I asked you out that first time for a reason."
"You're just lucky I agreed." I'm trying to joke but my mouth is suddenly dry and I am having trouble thinking straight.
Mike is holding my nipple clamps in one hand and stroking his cock with his other, looking at me as I lay there. The cool air in the room is making my nipples erect and hard. Just watching him stroke his cock is making me squirm. I want to feel his touch again. Without his hands on me, I feel incomplete somehow.
Mike lays down beside me. His hard cock pokes my thigh. He leans over and kisses me deeply as he pushes strands of my blond hair behind my ears. He lets one hand brush lightly across my nipples. As his hand touches each one, they grow even more erect and goosebumps form on my areolas. I let out a groan into his mouth; he lazily gives one nipple a flick, eliciting another moan from me.
"Why don't you sit up a little more and get comfortable against those pillows," Mike suggests.
I do as he say. "Now let those gorgeous legs spread open for me."
When I hear those words "spread your legs," I become instantly wetter. It's just one of those phrases that does it for me. "Bend over the desk" works well too. Mike knows this about me and he takes full advantage of this knowledge.
I bend my knees and bring them up towards me as I spread open my legs for my lover. Mike smiles and sits up and gets between my legs. He picks up the larger vibrator and brushes it lightly on my pussy lips, just getting the tip of it wet now. His thumb finds my clit and gently rubs it across, while pressing firmly down.
I love watching Mike play with my pussy. The look of concentration and pleasure he shows on his face pleases me.
I let my knees drop open a little wider and settle even further back on the pillows, sighing as I feel his thumb working on my clit and the anticipation of that vibrator being turned on. Mike does know me well. Hearing me sigh, Mike turns it on and pushes it gently against my lips.
That's the feeling I want, the vibrations send a tingling sensation from my lips to my pussy and clit. They are working their way out towards my inner thighs, warmth accompanies the tingling.
Mike, still smiling at me, pushes the vibrator inside my lips as I let my knees drop and my legs open completely for him.
After a few slow thrusts in and out and he pulls the vibrator out of me. He brings it to my nipples and lets it touch each one in turn. More warmth and sensations spread throughout me now. I lean my head back and hear another moan escape my mouth.
Mike turns off the vibrator and lays it down on the bed. Reaching across me, he grabs a fluffy pillow and asks me to lift my butt up. I do and he slides the pillow underneath me. Bending my legs, he pushes my knees back towards my chest. In this position he has access to both my pussy and ass.
I feel so open and exposed, but I trust Mike. Sensing my vulnerability he leans over and gives me another lingering kiss. He ends it with his lips at my ear.
"Trust me?"
"Yes," I whisper breathlessly.
Mike picks up the baby oil and pours some on his fingers, looking at me with a tilt of his head. I nod yes and he brings his fingers down between my legs, sliding two into my by now very wet pussy. He's adding my own lubrication to the oil already on his fingers. I like that. He quickly moves them in and out a few times. I tilt my hips up a bit towards him, Mike slides his index finger slowly into my ass. It moves easily in and he pushes it in as far as he can reach. I like this sensation. Now he adds his second finger to the first, the oil and my own arousal juices make it an easy fit.
As he moves his two fingers in and out of my ass, he uses his other hand to rub across my nipples. I don't know how long I can just lay there. So many feelings are rush through my body. My nipples are so hard and erect, I can feel wetness dripping out of me now.