“I’m scared.” He was behind me and leaning over my back.
His left arm wrapped around my waist, brushing my hair away from the right side of my face with his other hand, kissing my neck, giving me tender love nips on my ear, and softly said, “I am here, you are MINE, trust me, I will not leave you.”
Those two simple words; trust me, played in my mind over and over again like a record on a phonograph hitting the same spot due to a scratch. I did trust him. I waited to give the person who loved me for all my failings, my successes, my quirks, and my dysfunctions, this gift.
I had other previous sexual relationships, some even intense and truly gratifying, but no way in hell was I going to give any of them my virgin ass. This was special. I waited a long time in my life to meet the One; the man who would cherish me and love me as much or even more than I loved him. His total acceptance of my being and all that I had to offer. Now I wanted to give Him that last part of me that I was holding back.
I was naked; sitting upright with my ass resting on my heels of my feet in the middle of the bed; nervous. He knew this and continued to place kisses on my neck and run his tongue up and down the length of it from ear to shoulder. I began to writhe, my right arm wrapping around his neck to pull him closer.
I belong to someone finally. I am His. I am not rejected or unwanted, but truly in His heart and soul as He is deep within mine, entwined and bonded.
I tilted my head into the crook of his neck and enticed him to kiss me. Leaning down to capture my lips, I bit his lower lip slightly, he groaned, his mouth opened, and I thrust my tongue inside wanting to taste him, to be devoured by him. Our tongues met with such force I could almost orgasm from the powerful, demanding kiss. I felt his hands cup my breasts and tug at my nipples, pinching them intermittently, giving me tiny shocks of pain much like being pricked with a needle over and over again. They hardened like diamonds. My breath quickened as my senses heightened to his every touch. His hands moved downward till he covered my shaved wet cunt. I would normally be dripping with my slick juices freely flowing down my legs, but since tonight would be a new experience, my anxiety was showing.
He again whispered, “You will feel great, I promise.” Almost as if I was holding my breath, a sigh escaped.
He pressed his two middle fingers directly on my clit, I felt like my body was on fire, heat imploding inside, like a volcano with molten lava rising to the surface, ready to blow. An uncontrollable fever of pure passion; I wanted him; wanted him more than anyone or anything in life at this moment. His fingers rubbing and circling faster and faster on my clit, pelvic muscles beginning to contract, my hips moving in time to his tempo, my cunt soaked, and all sound hazy and distant, sheathed in a fog, with only his voice to guide me, cutting through like a knife, “CUM NOW!” he ordered.
The tremor and force of my orgasm ripped through my entire existence. I yelled out when the waves rolled from my feet all the way up through my entire self coating his hand with my cream. I fell limp in his arms. He kissed my temple and with a faint nudge on my back, pushed me forward so my head was planted flat on the bed. I was on my knees with my ass raised up and against his upper thighs.
He told me he had to prepare my ass for his cock. He assured me he would go slowly. I trusted him. Nodding that I understood because I still couldn’t find my voice, I patiently waited and remained still.
I heard him get off the bed and open the bottom dresser drawer. Suddenly a low whirring sound emitted and I was suddenly nervous again but excited about this new experience. In his one hand was a small cylinder shaped vibrator. In his other hand was a bottle of lube. My eyes widened, his sharpened. A slight grin and almost a smug look was on his face, much like a kid who knew that he would be first picked by the team captain in a line-up of boys waiting to play.
He always knew that my last virgin hole would be his for the taking. Climbing back on the bed, resting on his haunches, facing my ass, he reached between my thighs, parted my pussy lips and inserted the bullet vibrator into my waiting cunt.
Oh my God, I bucked, the pulses were intense.
I was out of my mind with pure sensation hitting every nerve inside my body.
“Cum as many times as you want.” his voice echoing in my ears as I tried to focus, but all I felt was my head almost detaching completely from my physical self.
I knew he was squeezing lubricant and instinctively I felt it drip down the cheeks of my ass as he parted them and began fingering and spreading it around my tight rim.