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Having a day today. My anxiety has been high for a couple weeks. My therapist has been worried about me crashing for awhile. Today might be that day. I just am feeling so out of sorts. I wanna scream, cry, and curl up in a ball to disappear. I just feel like everything is so overwhelming. I feel like I carry so much on my shoulders and no one understands the weight of that. I worry about so much and can't stop. I saw my asshole stepfather posting on Facebook about having no one and how his life is and I just want to post so much underneath. How he took so much of my life away from me. How can he still get to me all these years later? How can a post make me feel so weak? All those people telling him how much of a good person he is and families drift apart. Do they know he was just found od'd left on a porch to die? Do they know he crashed my brother's car because he nodded out behind the wheel and my brother is responsible for the damages.
Then I was so anxious that every part of my body was wound up tight to go to court for disability. Just driving there was so hard. How can this be? I drove for a living and it was difficult to drive the highway and around the city to get there only 30 minutes away but felt like a world away. Of course I have no answers yet from that but things did seem to go well. It would definitely help some. Life is hard. Having anxiety and depression makes it that much harder. Some days I just don't know what to do. I'm sorry for letting everything out here I just needed to release some of this somewhere. I'm sending hugs to anyone who needs one. Thank you for being here.
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Hey heyjust having a moment ..sorry. Tears of joy, right! It's good to cry, it helps cleanse the soul. My mum always says, '..don't hold back your tears, Lisa ..they are the most expensive gift you have, share them with me ..' ..with my mum being sick, in and out of hospital, family demands, friends struggling and suffering, trying to please everyone ..ok, I got this!!
Just being silly ..not to worry, I'll bounce back!!!Bring it in group hug
Be good. Take care. Stay positive and happy. Keep pushing forward. Bring it in for a final group hug
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Have a super fantastic day y'al ..happy happy joy joyE xx