Lisa, If I may. Anybody who maybe willing to assist you will need a draft to work with. Surely you can write down the sequence of events as best you can and then I suspect someone will take a look at it.
Hay there I don't writer either but I just submitted my first story. Mine is something I wanted to have happened rather than first a hand exp but what I did was with every line close my eyes and picture the moment then either descriptively write what was happening I.e; "She bound my wrist together with the rope in an intricate pattern. Looking down now and then her moments quick and smooth" instead of "She tied me up". or I described how I felt. maybe try that. And don't expect the words to just come, I spent 15 mins just looking at the screen at one point trying to find the next line.
Hugs and kisses and give it a go, you can do it
All of us here are amateurs, and none of us were writers before we decided to try writing something. Even best-selling authors weren't writers until they started writing. Give it a try, put together a narrative, make things up, indulge your wildest fantasies (within Lush guidelines and terms of service, of course...) and give it a go. Maybe seek an editor, or even a co-author here in this forum and get something written. 
All we ask is that you please listen and try not to keep making the same mistakes. 
