I want to be bound chin to chin chest to chest basically be as one with my wife while gaged but not blindfolded cause we're then going to be forced to be kneeling down or on a platform nude surrounded by so many strangers nude but each one wearing a face cover of some kind. Then while having to watch my wife and having to have my wife watch as our entire bodies is just absolutely sexualy abused not torture or PAIN but just having to be used like a doll or trash in front of her plus also having the situation even happening is cause of my desire and need to fulfill this seems like going through more shame ect than the actual act of being used and knowing she's engaged in this act souly for the love of me and to help me fulfill my dream that's really the punishment of the act.