After a few attempts, I said 'ahhh f_ _ _ _ it ' and slept for three days.
At first I thought... Nooooo... this can't be happening! How could they DO this to me??! Maybe if I try down at the coffee shop!
Then, I thought... This is really pissing me off! Someone's going to PAY!
And then I made a bargain with God. If only you bring Lush back, I'll NEVER post those naughty things I say in the forums ever again!
I got kinda suicidal then. Why does God never listen to me?? I'm SO depressed.
Finally, I said... What the hell. Maybe its for the best. Sprite never answers my messages anyway. Then I went and masturbated, and felt much better.
Being able to read stories helped ease the strain. Wonder, should some of these earlier forum pages be deleted? Some response take a long time to load. Anyway, good to be back in touch with like-minded friends
I cried like a baby and was completely inconsolable.
With the return of Lush, and the new medication prescribed by my doctor, I am so much better!
Like Steph, I started wondering if it was gone for good! Especially when I saw the "other sites" were down as well! Started getting cold sweats, nervous ticks, a queasy feeling in my stomach... let's not do that again okay?
Thought we had lost LUSH, glad it came back because LUSH helps to fill in the day
I felt like posting a Lush story on facebook... now that wouldn't have been good!
It went down today for a sort while, but was displaying the same message as last time. panicked just s BIT!
