Edited this thread from the wall of text it was before. Got hurt in my first relationship and hurt the other person in my 2nd and now feeling sort of disillusioned with sex even though ive had some wonderful times doing it, particularly in 1st relationship. Aloof type of person normally but the disillusionment coupled with growing depression and sexual future seems pretty bleak for the moment. Im 26. Trying to focus on health and study but damn if somedays I want to dive my face between a pair of legs or breasts and aaaaaaaaaaaaa
Anyone have experiences like this? How did you find good relationships? Is it pure luck? I barely got good male relationships lol. Or family.
The depression leaks into my masturbation even. Any good self-love practices to do while you in a rut? I joined here to see if reading erotica might bring the erotic back cause lately when I jerk its just to cum and sleep. Which I dont think is good habit in long run either.
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