I have a long history with my ex Jesse. We we're once in a year in a few months relationship, really young though. Too serious, perhaps. We even talked about marrage and having a future together. We were engaged for a short while even. It was wonderful, intil I started regaining feelings for an another ex of mine, and cheated, hurt, crushed him. Not only because of another man, because my fear of comitment. I put Jesse through far too much. He sat there and took every slap in the face I'd give him. I finally ended it with him.
Now, it's been a full year since then, we go through phases where we are pissed at each other and stop talking. But, we recently started talking again, almost a week ago. Since then, we both recently got with people. I got with my boyfriend, Zandy, almost a month ago.
Now me and him are secretly going behind our lovers backs. We're having an affair. Last night, I got him to admit to me, that he loves me still. I honestly don't know how I feel towards him. I always come back it seems. When we're together we can't keep our hands off each other, can't help but to give into our temptations.
What would you do in my situation?
Has anyone every experienced this?
Any advice?
Now, it's been a full year since then, we go through phases where we are pissed at each other and stop talking. But, we recently started talking again, almost a week ago. Since then, we both recently got with people. I got with my boyfriend, Zandy, almost a month ago.
Now me and him are secretly going behind our lovers backs. We're having an affair. Last night, I got him to admit to me, that he loves me still. I honestly don't know how I feel towards him. I always come back it seems. When we're together we can't keep our hands off each other, can't help but to give into our temptations.
What would you do in my situation?
Has anyone every experienced this?
Any advice?
