Dealing with my bisexual Lush stalker. Fortunately it's just an online thing at this point.
The same GQP demanding we move on from January 6th, 2021 is still doing audits of the November 3rd, 2020 election.
My numerous insecurities, which cover everything from my relationship with my husband to my self perception, the worry that I might never be able to conceive, fretting about work- that man that just died, did I miss something, could I have helped, should I have done things differently?-, that I don't see my family enough, that when I do see them I have to sacrifice time with my husband and will he grow to resent me for it...
I'm a bloody cloud of worry. The meds have helped a lot though ;)
I am very insecure and I have a big trust issue...2 big no nos for a relationship...
I wear my heart and feelings on my sleeve and I always get hurt because of it but I wouldn't change a thing.
I have so many, how do I pick one? How about my passion for all things beautiful in life?
at times I can seem indifferent. To everything, her, work, family, life in general. I'm not indifferent, I'm simply inside my own head and thoughts. It's how I pull back and recharge, and just off load any pent up crap.
Many don't understand it, nor try, even after explaining it. This happens most often in mornings, I like quite mornings, with little talking. But like sharing the quite too.
Just me
Im a very quiet person... always have been insecure,But I have so much to give someone,I think I might suffocate them..When I care ,I give everything,and alot of times it is to much for someone to handle...(Deep part of me I dont usually let out)...
The pressure to fit another person into my usually selfish schedule.
Being in a relationship requires me to include somebody in my plans and it is incredibly difficult because I value independence and freedom.
"A dirty book is rarely dusty"
I need sex all the time, or some sort of sexual contact. While I am by no means a stellar house keeper, I like my space tidy. So, I'm contasntly picking up things and putting them away. Finally, I abhor being late. I think it's disrespectful to others.
My numerous insecurities and the possessiveness. To loving to much or loving to hard or to deep.
I can be incredibly stubborn, inpatient, sometimes I have a short attention span and change my mind like the weather.
I am generously stubborn and I love it. lol
I could show you INCREDIBLE things...
Have you ever heard that expression, "She loves too hard."
That's me. If I feel that it is real, I give it all I have.
And if it ever ends, you will forever miss it. It's an addiction
you can't quite get rid off or replace. Ask any ex. ?
In personal relationship, I'm open minded free and frank. Innocently honest; blindly believes in partner.... and if she doesn't understand this, problem starts ! And there they get me wrong again, coz I believe in tit for tat.... you get a lil more then what you think.... you may call it obstacles or whatever...... I bite with surgical precision... that's what law has taught me.... take the perpetrators to their grave.... People around me know this very well :P
The hardest thing is definitely my dick.
Well, I'm bi-polar, so probably that. If I'm on an upwards or downwards spiral, I can be very hard to handle. I can range from genuinely believing if I jump out of a window I'll fly, to lethargic and suicidal. I try my hardest with it, but it's still very tough on him. But bless him, he's always stood by me and I'm entirely grateful that he's not walking on egg-shells around me. He will, and frequently does, call me out on my bullshit.
On a slightly more light-hearted note, probably the fact that I am content to ramble on for days about sweet fuck-all.
I am stubborn, also hate to argue, so I shut down and walk away. That alone has elevated several disputes with significant others.
For the one I opened up to ... being a single mom...