I'm stubborn and headstrong. I'm independent but can be sensitive, I like hearing and being shown how much I'm loved.
"What's the hardest thing about being in a relationship with you?"
I'm always forgetting stuff.....all the time.
I am opinionated and stubborn and an old fart (per some friends and family) but I am also loyal to a fault with friends and family and my country! I have a really kinky mind and always have since I found old girlie mags in my Dad's closet as a young boy. I am not a good money handler personally but did great for companies I worked for as Finance Officer. I love my wife and family very much which includes the grandchildren and in the appropriate way. I would probably kill anyone that ever physically or sexually abused them. I was in the USA Army Reserves for 21 years as an MP and as an Artillery NCO serving in two units - 8" Towed Howitzers initially and my last 8 years in 155mm self-propelled howitzer unit. Also I am very involved in Sacred Harp Singings wherein most weekends we meet at little country churches and sing out of a song book dating back to the 1800's but updated in the 1990's the notes (FA SO LA MI) in the 4 parts (Bass, Tenor, Treble, ALto) then the words. We also occasionally sing from two other types (one 4 shaped notes the other seven shape notes) both updated in recent years.
A determined person with perseverance can overcome many obstacles. They can, many times, perform better than those who are more intelligent, stronger and with better finances by determination and perseverance
I've never been in a relationship that lasted more than a few months. I like to party. I stay out late. I'm a terrible cook and not much of a housekeeper. I like lots of sex. More than any man I've been with can maintain longterm. I have never remained faithful.
There's more but that should be sufficient.
I either love too much or not at all. Either way, it's proven to be a mess.
Being able to share me as I enjoy sharing with my FWB and not become possessive.
Satisfying me.
Helping me avoid or overcome my tendency to withdraw into my own head. Some patience is required.
"insensitive prick!" – Danielle Algo
That turns out to be the relation with my best friend, who also happens to be an ex.
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I'm extremely stubborn. So, once we get into an argument, I will not be the one to back down... even if I know I'm in the wrong.
Realising the way I am normally is completely different to how I am and how I wanted to be treated sexually.
I'm very observant, maybe too much at times.
I know when things are out of place and tend to get more "particular" when I have been on a business trip. Call it OCD if you will. I work hard to keep things clean and everything in their place, it gets to me when they aren't.
Being 'let-in', apparently. People tell me I'm the most closed-off open person they've ever known. While I appear gregarious and outgoing, and will freely share any detail about myself that anyone may care to know, according to several friends who are close to me, my inner walls are unbreachable. They feel I'm concealing some secret pain that I don't allow anyone privy to. I've been told this by so many different people that it must be obvious, even if I'm unaware that I'm doing it.
Putting up with my sarcasm.
Tantrums when I can't get my own way.
In the world's harsh wear and tear many a very sincere attachment is slowly obliterated.
Είμαι ταξιδιώτης τόσο στο χρόνο όσο και στο διάστημα
I am permanently skeptical and rational. Scientist in me I suppose. I think it can come across as self righteous and annoying if I find something illogical or irrational I don't display any interest or can't support it. My SO for instance went on some low wheat detox bullshit diet and everything the 'personal trainer' told her about 'chemicals' and 'toxins' and gluten etc I didn't say "that's nice dear", I said "that doesn't make any sense. That doesn't either. What does she mean by 'toxins'? Everything is a 'chemical'. What's wrong with caffeine? No, it's not a 'toxin', that doesn't even mean anything. 'Detox' doesn't mean anything either. That doesn't make any sense. You don't have an intolerance to gluten so there's nothing wrong with you eating it. No, gluten isn't fatty because it's a protein. I can't believe I'm paying for this. What are this supposed 'nutritionists' supposed 'qualifications'. She probably bought them online..." etc etc etc etc.
TL;DR, I can't entertain the idea of anything illogical and it irritates me when an SO has/believes in ideas that don't make any sense.
I hold nothing back.
I'm intense.
I'm not the most rational person either.
Lmao
I'm moody, and given to outbursts of anger if I can't have what I want, when I want it.
In the world's harsh wear and tear many a very sincere attachment is slowly obliterated.
Είμαι ταξιδιώτης τόσο στο χρόνο όσο και στο διάστημα
Putting up with my OCD. Drives my GF nuts, but she loves me anyway.
My rules drive most people(men) away. BethanyFrasier and my ideas, sounds a lot alike.
I am emotionally driven, now don't confuse that with highly emotional. Drama gets you the cold shoulder.
I love hard, feel deeply and have an extremely curious nature. I listen to you, even when you are not speaking.
And, I don't forget. You might, I won't. Although I am generally very happy, open, affectionate and social, because of
these things people can wrongly assume a high level of familiarity with me. I have strong and thick barriers. They are subtly in place.
It causes me to compartmentalize. I realize that it is a defense mechanism, but earned by experience and for me
a necessary one for preservation of self. Realizing you are not as close to me as you thought you may have been
can be frustrating. I understand that, doesn't change anything though. Trying to force it will generally have the
opposite effect. Experience has sharpened me, but I won't let it or you harden me. So I'm not shy with the word NO.
Patience does pay off though when it comes to having my heart envelope you. It is a warm safe place.
Patience can be a problem for some people.
I get bored easily and can tend to disappear.
Like most military brats, I have wonderlust (fernweh). I'm working on that though.
Oh there's a list as long as my arm...
The thing that used to really irritate my ex was my constant need for affection. Not in the sense of needing to be told I'm pretty or look good, just a nice squeeze here and there or an arm round my waste or shoulder.
The only way I can describe it is it's like having a neurotic dog that only really calms down when you sit and rub it's chest.
I just compared myself to a neurotic dog.
The fact I'm not monogamous. I get bored very quickly so long standing relationships are no good for me
I have trust issues, on here and with complete strangers I can be open and honest about sex, sexual fantasies and things that aren't an emotion, but with people I'm close to I cannot open up. I think it's a fear of being judged and left. I'm also too organised and love a schedule, that often takes spontaneity out of a relationship, which is also a double edged sword as I love surprises. I'm argumentative and can hold a massive grudge. I also cry a lot, whether I'm upset or annoyed I cry, which is bloody annoying to me, let alone anyone else.
I could probably go on, but I shall stop before I make myself sound insufferable