I had tried it a couple of times with previous boyfriends and found it to be not worth the hype, then.
However, my current beau, and he's hung like a can of shaving gel, knows how to make me beg for it. It took weeks of preparation, but I finally got some of it in and WOW!!!! He knows how to be gentle, how to not be gentle, when, and I can't get enough (don't tell him, though).
I initially wanted to do it as a special thing just for him, just that once. Now I beg for it.
I do anal when my master and mistress tell me to. If he wants hard and fast access then normally I prepare with a plug or indeed my mistress uses a strapon on me. Otherwise he will just slowly enter stretching my rosebud. If I happen to be fertile then he knows I prefer him to cum in my ass.
It is planned, and at the height of passion, just telling him to do it gets me very excited. It takes a little patience, but I love it.
This is my collection of muses and stories. Stories of note include:
Little Bird - A true story of submission and dominance set in Paris between an older couple and their younger lover.
Le Weekend - Six lives intertwined during one weekend create events that change their lives forever.