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I'm really into watching guys masturbate. In fact, my favorite website is nextdoormale. But I've been thinking about sex at random times of day, like in class or with family. (Awkward!!!) I don't have a lock on my door and my sister bursts into my room sometimes to see the family dog because he likes being with me, but I'll be watching porn or typing dirty stuff so I have to quickly close the window or turn my huge 23 by 14 inch computer screen away for her to not see. I do masturbate and rub my clit, but it doesn't stimulate me enough. I like it best when I let the water from my bathtub hit me, but that causes my discharge to thin. I have a friend with benefits, but he lives more than an hour's drive away from me and I can't drive myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just live by myself so that I could watch guy solos and masturbate in privacy...I know the first thing I'm thinking of buying when I get my own checking account will be a vibrator or a subscription to nextdoormale. I would want to webcam with my ex long-distance boyfriend and jack-off together, but sometimes he wasn't in the mood for it. Oh, and by the way, I'm still a virgin. Sometimes for a whole week, I'm just thinking about sex. Then the next, I'm fine and I don't have any dirty thoughts. However, I'm the first one of my friends to make a "that's what she said" joke at any time.

Am I too horny? Am I addicted to porn? I should probably get a lock for my door and buy a vibrator...but I'm not financially independent yet. T.T
Alpha Blonde
Nah, I don't think you're addicted. You're just hormonal and since you're a virgin, you need some way to get release (that's where the masturbation/porn comes in). Women tend to get extra horny during their ovulation cycle, so that might explain why you are more aroused during certain weeks of the month. It's quite normal.

If you're concerned about someone walking in on you, then why don't you print off some of your favourite dirty stories and then go into the bathroom, lock the door and have fun in there. At least you'll have some privacy, and you won't have to worry about getting caught with porn on your computer screen when someone walks into your bedroom. There are lots of great male-masturbation stories on Lush if that's what you're into...

PS. A pocket-rocket vibrator only costs $20. Save up your cash and buy one of those. They are small, discrete and definitely do the trick!
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As long as it doesnt interfere too much with everyday life then you're fine. I'm always making dirty innuendos with my friends and my mind often strays to sexual thoughts, i.e. today i barely listened to anything my lecturer was saying.

Unfortunately, you just have to put up with having no privacy til you ca get your own place, we all have to deal with that! If im at home, i either wait til everyone has gone to bed or do what DD said and lock myself in the bathroom
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You're perfectly normal hun... I think i'm not far wrong in saying i think we've all been there at one point or another..

i remember I used to lock myself in the bathroom and masturbate real quick when i was house sharing.....

when u start having sex you'll probably find you dont need to look at porn etc as often because someone will be doing the work for you!! ;) xxxxxx