I'm really into watching guys masturbate. In fact, my favorite website is nextdoormale. But I've been thinking about sex at random times of day, like in class or with family. (Awkward!!!) I don't have a lock on my door and my sister bursts into my room sometimes to see the family dog because he likes being with me, but I'll be watching porn or typing dirty stuff so I have to quickly close the window or turn my huge 23 by 14 inch computer screen away for her to not see. I do masturbate and rub my clit, but it doesn't stimulate me enough. I like it best when I let the water from my bathtub hit me, but that causes my discharge to thin. I have a friend with benefits, but he lives more than an hour's drive away from me and I can't drive myself. Sometimes, I wish I could just live by myself so that I could watch guy solos and masturbate in privacy...I know the first thing I'm thinking of buying when I get my own checking account will be a vibrator or a subscription to nextdoormale. I would want to webcam with my ex long-distance boyfriend and jack-off together, but sometimes he wasn't in the mood for it. Oh, and by the way, I'm still a virgin. Sometimes for a whole week, I'm just thinking about sex. Then the next, I'm fine and I don't have any dirty thoughts. However, I'm the first one of my friends to make a "that's what she said" joke at any time.
Am I too horny? Am I addicted to porn? I should probably get a lock for my door and buy a vibrator...but I'm not financially independent yet. T.T