Okay so maybe a bit more then the title.
I am a married man but need advice. My sex life average for marrage but could be better (once a month). But I find I am watching lots of male on male porn, started as ladyboy now just gay porn. I find myself aroused watching and even dreaming about it.
I have recently starting using anal toys and even sucking on a male shaped vibrator when watching or masterbating.
I would not leave my wife but want to understand these fantasy desires? Any help or advice would be great?