I am now married, and in my fifties, and I was thinking recently about some experiences that I had in high school that I wish I could relive today. I have learned that we need to take full advantage of opportunities when they are presented to us. It’s very hard or even impossible to relive those things later in life. This story describes a series of events that happened where I grew up near Atlanta. It’s about how I developed a desire as a teenager to suck cocks and swallow cum, all thanks to my first experience with a good friend.
My name is Ed, and my brother, Steve, had just turned nineteen and gotten married during the summer before my junior year in high school. He was out of the house then and I was sixteen. We lived on two acres of land and had an old utility shed that we converted into a sort of clubhouse with bunk beds built in. The shed was in an area with thick trees and was very private for us. Steve and his two close friends used to hang out there a lot. I was three years younger and they rarely allowed me to be out there with them. After Steve moved out I had the shed all to myself.
My friend, Alan, had also just turned sixteen. We grew up together from the first grade and he lived just a couple of streets over. For years we took turns sleeping over at each other’s homes and we envied the older boys who got to spend nights in that shed. Since I was free to use the shed after Steve moved out, I invited Alan over to spend the night with me there. I was very naïve about sex at that time; that is until we found the stash of porn magazines that Steve and his friends had hidden in the shed.
That was the first time that either of us had seen those types of raw sexual images and they affected Alan and me differently. I enjoyed seeing the pictures of pussies and tits, just like most any teenage boy would. But strangely, I was also attracted to the pictures of the wide variety of cocks and balls. I didn’t say anything to Alan about those new feelings I was having, at least not right away.
We were both rubbing our hard cocks through our underwear as we looked at the pictures. Then we took off our underwear. That was the first time I had seen Alan’s cock hard and I was impressed. His thick, vein covered cock looked to be about seven and a half inches long, with a big cock head and thick foreskin. My cut, hard dick is only four and a quarter inches long and less than average thickness. I never had any previous interest in boys’ genitals, but I was becoming attracted to Alan’s nice cock. He also has big, hairy and low-hanging balls.
At first, I didn’t realize that my interest in his cock would lead to me sucking him. I was just excited about those sexual discoveries and wanted to talk with him about it. I got my chance when I found one of those first-time gay story type books in the pile of magazines. I looked at the pictures of teen boys sucking other teen boys’ cocks and even read a couple of the short stories.
I knew from hearing guys talk that there were some boys who sucked other boy’s dicks, but that was never something that I thought much about. Back at that time, in the nineteen-seventies, we didn’t hear too much about gay people. Most of that stuff must have been kept secret. But still, I was very curious about what it would be like to suck a cock and to be sucked.
The more I read that gay book and looked over at Alan stroking his large cock, with precum oozing out of the foreskin, the more eager I was to try sucking him. I struggled with myself over whether I should talk with him about my desires, and risk ruining our long-time friendship.
Finally I decided to at least bring it up and said, “Hey, Alan, look at this book. I’ve heard that guys do this stuff, but this is the first time I’ve read about it or seen pictures.”
He took one look at the book and asked, “Come on, Ed, why are you looking at this gay shit? We both like girls, so what the fuck are you doing?”
We were both too young and inexperienced to understand the concept of being bisexual. In our minds boys had to be either gay or straight, with nothing in between. But I guess that I was pretty much describing bisexuality when I replied, “Yeah, I know. I like the thought of fucking girls more than anything, but we haven’t had any opportunities to do that. Looking at those pictures and reading a few of the stories gave me the idea that we could maybe help each other out. I don’t think that means we would be gay if we like pussy too.”
Alan gave me a funny look and asked, “So what are you saying? Are you saying that you want us to suck each other’s cocks? Fuck, man, I don’t think I could ever do anything like that. And if we did, whoever does it first will risk having the other guy not follow through, and then have something over on him.”
I was glad that he was at least considering it. I was eager to try it and had an idea. I said, “Well, a few of the pictures show boys sucking each other at the same time. They call it sixty-nine, with one on top and the other on the bottom. If you wouldn’t mind trying it with me, I don’t mind being on the bottom. That way you might feel like you're on top of a girl or something, and it won’t seem so gay to you.”
We continued talking about it for quite a while and I was almost begging him to do it with me. He finally agreed to try it. I guess that looking at those fuck books made him horny and he wanted to get his rocks off. He said, “Okay, Ed, I’ll try it with you since we're such good friends but don’t expect me to like it. We can never tell anyone about this or we’ll be labeled as cock-sucking homos for the rest of high school. Go on and lay down and we can get this over with.”
Alan wasn’t enthusiastic about doing it, or at least he was acting that way, so he wouldn’t feel so bad about doing something so gay. He made it clear that I was the one who wanted to do it and he was only helping me out. I realized later that helped him to feel more dominant in the situation.
We already had our underwear off, so I lay back on the bottom bunk. Alan got on his hands and knees over me and I was looking up at his stiff cock and low-hanging balls. I knew that he wouldn’t be the one to start anything, so I took his cock in my hand and pulled it down to my mouth. I had my first taste of the precum oozing out of his foreskin and I loved it. Then I took his cock head and foreskin into my mouth.
Alan still hadn’t put his mouth on my dick, but I started sucking his cock and taking more and more of it into my mouth. He reacted by shifting his weight and pushing more of his meat into me. Then he tentatively took my dick into his mouth but was only barely sucking it.
I just loved the feeling of being pinned under him like that with his cock in my mouth, almost as if I was being forced to suck him. I liked the idea of serving his sexual needs, even more than my own, and didn’t realize at the time that those feelings were my first indication that I was likely wired from birth to be submissive sexually.
He kept up his half-hearted sucking of my dick as he began to aggressively fuck my mouth. He was thrusting his thick cock all the way into my throat. I was probably more aroused having him fuck my face that way than I was with him sucking me. I loved the feeling of his thick shaft, prominent veins, and foreskin sliding into and out of my mouth.
Only a few minutes later I felt the tingling in my dick as my orgasm was approaching. I could tell that Alan was also close to ejaculating as he was using shorter, but faster, strokes. Just a few seconds later his cock seemed to thicken further, throb, and then he flooded my mouth with his delicious semen and sperm. My dick erupted at the same time and it felt so good shooting into his mouth that way.
Alan quickly pulled his mouth off of my dick and spit my cum onto the floor. I wrapped my arms around his hips and ass to hold him in place and was swallowing his cum. I kept hungrily sucking for more of his semen as he said, “That’s it, cock sucker, keep sucking to totally drain my balls for me. That feels so fucking good, man. You seem to really like eating my fucking cock cream.”
After sucking his cock for another few minutes, I released my grip and we sat back on the bunk. The joy that I felt at having sucked my first cock and swallowing the first load of cum helped to overcome the embarrassment I felt at being so eager to suck my friend. It was clear that Alan didn’t like sucking me nearly as much as I did sucking him.
He looked over at me and said, “Damn, buddy, where'd you learn to suck cock like that? And why do you seem to enjoy it so much? Shit, you held onto to me until you were sure that every drop of my cum was in your mouth. I didn’t like sucking you at all, man.”
I smiled at him and said, “I don’t know, Alan. That’s the first time I’ve ever done anything like that. I don’t understand why I liked it so much, but I really enjoyed sucking your cock and swallowing your cum. I could tell that you didn’t enjoy sucking me. Is there any chance that I can continue sucking your cock when we have the opportunity?”
Alan smiled and said, “Fuck yeah, Ed. That was fantastic and the best ejaculation I’ve ever had. You can suck me some more tonight if you want to. I’m not going to be sucking you though. If you want my cock so bad, you can have it all you want. You can suck my balls to.”
We sat around naked, rested, and continued reading those magazines for a little while. Then I looked over at Alan’s soft cock and big balls hanging on the bed. He noticed me looking at him. Without saying a word, spread his legs for me.
I got on my knees and started sucking his big, hairy balls. He liked that a lot and his cock hardened as I sucked his testicles. Then I took his cock into my mouth and sucked him until he filled me with another load of his thick, teen cum. I sucked him one more time before we fell asleep exhausted. I even sucked him off again when we woke up in the morning.
After I got a car and Alan and I double-dated with our girlfriends, I still sucked his cock any time he would allow me to. I especially enjoyed sucking him after we took the girls home and I tasted his girlfriend’s pussy juice on his cock.
As much as I enjoyed sucking Alan’s cock, I found myself thinking about the possibility of sucking other boys. I just didn’t know how to go about it and was afraid of letting others know about my obsession with cocks and cum. I got my chance one Saturday night about three months after my first time sucking off Alan. I was out in the shed alone reading one of the magazines and jerking off.
My brother’s two friends stopped by the shed. They were both nineteen years old and one is named Robert and coincidentally, the other is Bob. They knocked on the door and I pulled my pants up quickly before opening it. Robert spoke first and said, “Hey, Ed, we just took our dates home and are just stopping by to pick up some magazines we left over here. You haven’t been looking at them, have you?”
I let them in, closed the door and said, “Hi, guys, I haven’t seen you two in a while. I do have to admit that my friend Alan and I have been reading the magazines. It’s pretty easy to understand why you guys spent so much time out here with Steve.”
Bob looked down on the bunk and said, “I see you’ve been reading one of those gay books. They were always Steve’s favorites too. You’d understand even better why we spent so much time over here if you knew what Steve did for us. Just curious, but are you a cock sucker too?”
I was surprised to hear him say that about my brother. It seemed that I should have been angry with Bob for talking about him like that. But it also occurred to me that might be my chance to suck some cocks other than Alan’s. So, I thought that I would bait them a little and asked, “What the fuck are you talking about? Are you saying that Steve sucked your cocks? That can’t be true. You guys probably have needle dicks anyway.”
Robert laughed and said, “Look, Ed, we all like pussy, but Steve still enjoyed sucking our big cocks as often as he could. What can I say, man? He sure didn’t think they were needle dicks either. We can prove it to you if you want.”
I didn’t have time to respond before both dropped their pants and underwear. I was amazed at the size of their cocks. Robert is of Italian descent and has a very thick, light-brown cock which looked to be seven inches long and it was still soft. He is also hairy and has huge balls. Bob’s cock was still soft but about six and a half inches long and very thick. His hair is blonde, so there is a big contrast in their appearances.
They stood there smiling at me stroking their cocks and they were soon hard. Robert’s cock then looked to be nine inches long and Bob’s is about eight and a half inches long. I stared at them for just long enough that they realized, from the hunger in my eyes, I would probably suck their cocks. Robert said, “Damn, Bob, this is our lucky night. I can tell from the look on Ed’s face that he is a cock sucker too. I’m going to go outside to take a piss before he sucks me.”
Both boys went outside to pee. I couldn’t help but stare at their big cocks pissing in the light of the open door. Robert noticed that I was staring at them piss. When they came back in he said, “Ed, you really seemed to enjoy watching us piss, judging by the way you were staring at our cocks. Why don’t you come over here and get a closer look? My cock is still dripping for you too.”
Robert took off all his clothes and lay back on the lower bunk. I was really turned on by what I saw. I saw his big cock a few minutes earlier, but now I clearly saw his huge, hairy, and low-hanging balls as I got on my knees by the bed. His cock looked huge to me. I took the head of his thick meat into my mouth and tasted the remnants of his piss. I started sucking him and moving up and down on that big fuck shaft. I was also playing with his balls with my hand.
He must not have had any sex for a while, because within just a few minutes he held my head in place with his hands and fucked my mouth until I tasted his big load of cum. He produced more cum than Alan ever did and I struggled to swallow it all.
Bob had been sitting on the other lower bunk stroking his big cock the whole time I was sucking Robert off. He motioned me over to him after I finished sucking Robert and cleaning up his cock. Bob held up his nuts and said, “I saw you playing with Robert’s balls, so why don’t you start by sucking mine.”
I had some experience sucking Alan’s balls, so I didn’t mind at all sucking Bob’s. His balls are huge, hairy, and I could only get one of them in my mouth at a time. He also lifted his legs and pushed my head down until I sucked his perineum. It seemed like he also wanted me to suck his ass. I wasn't ready for that, and just focused on his balls. Bob finally pulled my mouth to his cock and he rolled over on me and forcefully face-fucked me until he shot his big load of teen cum into my mouth.
After Bob ejaculated and I swallowed his cum, I continued sucking his cock even after it was soft. He made no attempt to push me away and I loved the feeling of his thick cock in my mouth. After about five minutes of sucking his soft cock that way, Bob held my head tightly with his hands and said, “Open wide, cock sucker, I’m going to wash down my cum for you.”
Then he started spewing piss from his cock and I must have swallowed a cup of his salty and tangy fluid. At first, I was grossed out, but then realized that I loved the feeling and taste of him urinating into my mouth. He released my head and said, “Ed, I can tell that you like piss too. Steve also liked us to wash our cum down that way.”
I found out later that Robert and Bob had been out on dates with their girlfriends and were horny as hell since they didn’t get any pussy. They stayed in the shed with me for another hour and a half and sucked each of them off two more times.
At that point I had now gone way beyond just sucking my friend, Alan. I learned that I also have an almost unquenchable hunger for cock, cum, and even piss. I continued to suck Robert and Bob every chance we had to meet in the shed, and almost always after their dates when they didn’t get any pussy. Just like Alan, neither of them ever offered to suck my cock. I didn’t mind at all not having my dick sucked. It was becoming clear to me that I derived most of my pleasure from being submissive to other boys. I just loved sucking cocks and balls and swallowing cum and piss.
Another neighbor named Jeffrey, whose nick name is Pee Wee, lived across the street from us. His family has hundreds of acres of undeveloped land that we used to play on. Pee Wee was eighteen years old and we had for years been camping out and playing on his property. After my experiences sucking Robert, Bob and Alan’s cocks, my time in the woods with Pee Wee took on a new meaning.
I had seen Pee Wee’s cock when he was pissing before and knew that it's uncircumcised and very big. The next time we were out in the woods together, I made sure that he caught me staring at his cock every chance I got. One time I was standing next to him while he was pissing, making it obvious that I was watching him.
He looked over at me and said, “Damn, Ed, you're staring at my cock awfully hard. Would you like to hold it for me while I piss?”
I didn’t answer him verbally but just reached over to hold his still-pissing cock. I felt the damp skin and prominent veins running all around his shaft, as well as the vibrations of the piss flowing through it. I couldn’t get my fingers all the way around it. He must have really had to go, because he continued pissing for another minute, while at the same time getting harder from me holding him. His foreskin was covering almost the whole head.
The flow finally stopped, and I kept my hand on his cock and started stroking it. It soon reached its full ten inches and the mushroom head is huge. Looking at the size of his cock made it clear that Pee Wee was not an accurate nick name for him. He turned towards me while I was still stroking his cock and slowly reached out and put his hand on my shoulder.
He applied the slightest pressure and I easily dropped to my knees in front of him. I was for some reason still a little hesitant about sucking him for the first time. So, he grasped my head with both hands and pulled my mouth up to his monster cock. The head of his cock and foreskin was still wet with piss and I opened my mouth and sucked the head and loose foreskin. His cock had a tangy taste from the piss.
I didn’t know at that point if he intended to, but I felt his cock pulse as he released two large squirts of piss right into my mouth. I didn’t try to pull away, but he held me tightly anyway. He didn’t know until then that I enjoyed swallowing his urine. He then started thrusting forcefully into my mouth and I loved sucking his cock.
At one point Pee Wee said, “Holy shit, Ed, if I had known that you liked to suck cock, I would have fucked your face a long time ago. I hope that you like cum, because I haven’t ejaculated in a week. You will be getting a big load from me. Sorry about that little bit of piss, but I've always wanted to squirt my pee into someone’s mouth. And shit, you didn’t seem to mind it at all anyway.”
Pee Wee’s cock is so thick that I could only take about six inches of it into my mouth, but he was forcefully fucking my face to make me take all that I could. At one point he pushed my face away from his cock and pulled my mouth to his ripe, hairy and huge balls. I really enjoyed sucking that big sack.
After a few minutes sucking his scrotum, he pulled my mouth back onto his cock and said, “Okay, Ed, my cock sucking friend, get ready to take my cum.”
He then pumped that big cock into my mouth for another minute until it stiffened further, throbbed and pulsed, shooting his very big load of cock cream into me. I swallowed as fast as I could but couldn’t keep up with the flow. I had his cum running down the side of my face. When it finally softened and pulled his cock out of my mouth, I used my finger to scoop up all of the remaining semen and swallowed it.
We stayed out in the woods for another two hours because he wanted to rest up to be able to fuck my face again. I did suck him again and he did release a lot more piss into my mouth. By then I was addicted to his cock and cum and I didn’t mind taking all his fluids. We met out in his woods often after that and especially on weekends.