It was Monday morning, and Simon had spent an embarrassing weekend with Sarah making him dress completely in female clothing and punishing him with lines, not to mention adding further days to his chastity clock. He had also had an awkward encounter with a young neighbour and then, to top it all, had learnt that his former girlfriend, Emma, had destroyed his passport and driving licence, meaning he couldn't visit the bank today to order new cards. Sarah's suggestion that he should ask Payroll to credit her account with his monthly salary had appalled him, but he saw no way of avoiding it. With escape routes cut off, he had reluctantly decided that his least bad option was to remain with Sarah and hope that he could survive her tormenting for the next twelve months. Nonetheless, he was perturbed when she told him that she intended to push him to his limits--and beyond.
He'd been woken up at around 4 AM, yet again, by a throbbing erection. His penis was a slow learner and showed no signs of accepting that his chastity cage prevented tumescence--he wondered if it ever would. After showering and making sure he was hairless from the neck down, apart from his landing strip of pubic hair, he had got dressed in the way that Sarah had specified. This meant that, beneath his business suit, he was wearing panties, a bra, a camisole, tights and a feminine blouse. At least he didn't need to insert fillers into his bra but, nonetheless, it was bad enough that he would have to keep his suit jacket buttoned, and he was well aware that the weather was warming up now it was springtime. One concession Sarah had made, which he was truly grateful for, was telling him he didn't need to call her Miss in the office. That was one discomfort avoided, although he suspected it was more to save her from embarrassment than him.
After a quick breakfast, he had undertaken some chores before taking Sarah's breakfast up to her bedroom at 7 AM. By 8:45 AM, the pair of them set off to drive to the office, but, on the way, they passed Emma's house, and he was instructed to push his lines from the previous evening through her letterbox. Sarah had thoughtfully sealed them in an envelope for convenience and had written on the outside, 'Simone's punishment lines for Miss Robinson's approval'. He delivered them as quietly as he could because he most certainly didn't wish for Emma to come to the door while he was on the other side.
He climbed back in the car, and Sarah drove them the remaining distance to the office. Already, following his ordeal of recent weeks, the gossip in the office was that he and Sarah were once again an item. As they pulled into the car park, one of their colleagues witnessed them getting out of the vehicle together, which would only serve to fuel this rumour. Sure enough, news spread like wildfire and, as they entered their department, the conversation instantly stopped, confirming to Simon, and probably to Sarah as well, that they had been the subject of the discussion.
They both grabbed a coffee from the machine in the department's small kitchen and then went off to their desks, but not before Sarah had whispered to Simon. "You need to go to Payroll--now!"
This was a reminder, not that it was needed, that he had to change his bank details. One part of him was hoping that the Payroll administrator might disallow a change of bank, but it proved surprisingly straightforward. There was just a simple form to complete, and no questions were asked, yet he was certain that the girl who had checked the information would have been intrigued to see that the new account was in the name of Miss Sarah Jones. This was all grist to the rumour mill.
He made his way back to his department and was surprised--concerned, more like--to learn that Sarah was in Ms Deacon's office and that the door was shut. How did he know this? Well, one of the older women in the office, believing the tale that they were boyfriend and girlfriend, had taken it upon herself to update him on Sarah's whereabouts in case he was pining for her.
But what were they doing in there? It was most unusual for Sarah to spend time with Ms Deacon and even more unusual for the door to be closed when she did. He looked at his watch and went to his desk in his small office next to the typing pool. From there, he could see his manager's door, and while she and Sarah were in there, he found it impossible to concentrate on his in-tray. Repeatedly, he checked the time and it was thirty minutes before Sarah emerged, looking pleased with herself, which set alarm bells ringing, especially when she glanced in his direction with a smirk.
He thought she might come to see him, but she went to her own desk and turned on her PC. Alarmingly, he then saw Ms Deacon advancing in his direction. She entered his office and closed the door behind her.
"Morning, Simon," she called out, cheerfully.
"Er, good morning, Ms Deacon," he replied, sounding bewildered and suspicious.
She pulled a chair up so they were sitting on opposite sides of his desk. "I've been talking to your girlfriend, and she's explained everything."
He felt himself going crimson because he had no idea what Sarah had told her. And had Sarah really referred to herself as his girlfriend? He had to be careful what he said, otherwise, he might dig himself into a deeper hole.
"Umm ... what did she tell you?"
"Well, obviously that you want to transition, Simon. That you want to change gender." His eyes shot up and his mouth fell open. He was speechless and didn't know how to respond. Fortunately, she gave him thinking time by continuing. "Sarah said you were too embarrassed to tell me yourself, and you'd asked her to tell me."
"Er ..."
"That's right, isn't it? She said you're already wearing a lot of female attire, but you're still nervous about coming into the office fully dressed as a woman. You thought I might get angry with you."
"Er ..."
"Come on, Simon. I'm not here to tear a strip off you. I'm sympathetic. I should have been told this weeks ago because it explains so much of why you have been behaving strangely and underperforming recently. Sarah says she's fully supporting your transition, and so am I. We both think you're very brave."
Simon was trying to think on his feet but without too much success. On the one hand, he could see that if he denied wanting to become female, then he would land himself in a lot of trouble with Sarah, who had engineered this morning's bombshell to cause him maximum embarrassment. (Wow! Talk about pushing him to his limits and beyond.) On the other hand, Sarah had lost one of her aces, namely his undated letter of resignation to Ms Deacon. He couldn't see how that would carry any weight now. But she still had three other aces--the key to his chastity device, the key to the shed where most of his possessions were stored, and, as of this morning, access to his salary.
He had a split second to decide how to reply to Ms Deacon. "Er, er, thank you, Ms Deacon. I appreciate your support but what about all the others in the department? They won't like it."
"Won't like what?" she answered, looking puzzled.
"Me, dressing as a woman."
"Nonsense! Why on earth don't you think they'll be supportive?"
"Er ... I don't know. I just think it's unfair to flaunt around dressed as a woman and embarrass them. It would be a distraction and I'm sure you don't want distractions in the workplace." He gave an embarrassed laugh to lighten the atmosphere before adding, "Besides, I don't look very much like a woman."
She laughed. "Have you forgotten that Sarah has promised to get you help from a beautician and fashion expert?"
"Er ... no, I'd not forgotten," he lied, wondering who this might be. Surely it wouldn't be their young neighbour, Claire. "But they'll have their work cut out." He feigned a giggle which simply confirmed his embarrassment.
"Stop belittling yourself. In some lights, you have quite feminine features. You would pass as a tomboy with no trouble." Tomboy? That was a word not used much nowadays. He was trying to process what she meant as she continued, "With the right hairstyle, some make-up and shaving twice a day you could easily pass as female. Have more confidence in yourself."
"Er ... yes, I'll try to. Thank you."
"Good! I'm now going to have a quiet word with others in the department and when I've done it I'll let you know and then you can unbutton your jacket and take it off."
"Er ... I don't know about that!"
"Don't be silly. You need to make the plunge. You'll feel better for having done so."
"Hmmm ... OK, yes, thank you."
"It's my pleasure ... Simone. That's a lovely name, isn't it?" She smiled and stood up. "Stay strong, Simone, you won't regret this and I think you owe Sarah a big thank you for the help she's giving you. Not many girlfriends would be so understanding and so unselfish. She's a true friend, so treasure her."
With that, Ms Deacon left his office, leaving him feeling devastated and dreading what was lying in store for him. He was furious with Sarah's mendacity but how he was going to tackle her on the subject was open to question. If he wasn't careful, he could easily see his period of abstinence increased further with more lines to write.