Slowly, ever so slowly, did I open my guarded heart scars, wounds, and hurts, you made just melt away Cautious and scared but soothed by your dark arts Trusting, losing myself in you and the deliciousness of our play Oh the joy you brought, constant smiles, shuddering bliss I gave you all, consumed in our lust and believing there more No limits to expression, always shuddering to the succulent abyss my life seemingly comp...

I smile lots, so bright and wide That smile constant, while together with you Still smiling lots, but now much to hide What once beamed joy, and a love that grew Now conceals, now masks, such soulful pain   The hurt so deep when you told me of her But smile I must, it is what you need Yes always friends, of course thats fine Support you always, I will indeed My smile wide again, my trusty crutch   I always smile, it is ju...

So nice you say I glow at your words Eyes wide, heart so swollen, I give you all You take, you consume I smile and give more So nice you say My soul soars I give pleasure, I give support, I give me Giving all to fill you Giving all to grasp at love So special you say Then toss me away So nice, but not loved You chuckle, a smile and a hug to placate me You really are so nice Nice brings a fleeting mirage, but never a love...