I was taken aback, yet held my tears at bayNot wanting my vision blurred, and the focus to stayWho you really are, with certain I fearedWas not the falsely accused man, whom previously begged to be clearedYour mask slipped to reveal what was behind the attractive wallA man on the verge, with one foot on the ledge, ready to fallShades of the true you, a swirl of dark and lightA struggle of the two, one clearly winning the...

I can cry and beg you to come back But I know you already moved on I can remember clearly the first time I saw you Your green eyes pulled me towards you You brought me so many good and bad memories Being with you was the best two years of my life But its time to move along I can try to erase you from my mind But my heart will never move on Memories of you still haunt my dreams The time we spent together was precious to me...

Why do you pretend to care? Your eyes are full of lies You swore you would never lie again Yet you broke your promise to me You put on a brave mask Thinking no one can see your true self But I know you’re secretly afraid Always trying to be someone you're not You pushed everyone away Now you sit there alone and scared Not a soul around you To listen to you cry With a heart made of stone It’s difficult for you to accept yo...

Even though three years have passed by I still think about you every now and then How can I forget about you When we had the whole world ahead of us You gave up our love for her I despised you with all my heart But as time passed by I felt sorry for you You lost my friendship You lost my respect But most importantly you lost my love So tell me was she worth it? I gave you everything and you threw it away A single drop of...

It is not always easy But no good love should be. Love may not always feel right  But would not exist without the question, Why do I love you?  Is it your smile, the way you make me feel? Is it the way you look at me, sad and angry When I hurt you? Is it the way we both work harder Stronger Deeper Longer? Something is driving you To make this work No matter how impossible It may seem. We are still in love Always have been...

Yesterday was not our best  Today my heart is blue  My heart is hurting in it's core Was I wrong or was it you? It doesn't matter anymore Last night when we said good night Both our hearts were sore Does it really matter who was right? Do we have to chew this anymore? What am I to do when I feel misunderstood? What are you to do when I'm hard to understand? I didn't mean to start a spat I didn't mean to make you mad You w...

I've been with someone Who knocked me down Every time I attempted to get up, And I really hope that Whatever I am doing Is not a disappointment to you or That I fail to meet your expectations, Because that just hurts too damn much. So no matter how what you said upsets me, You've always made me feel as though I’m worth something, Worth anything, But most of all…worth you. So I’m going to bed Believing in you and Believing...

They are pink, They are happy, they are sad, They are remorseful, they are hurtful. She feels the pain. Some she caused, some she nurtured, Some is for those that are so dear, Some is hers. They stain her face for all to see; To wonder why tears are falling. She tells those that can’t be hurt; Those that really can’t help. She will do it on her own; She has learned to be strong. The abuse has taught her. The abuse has dam...

I dreamed that all my wounds had healed, which freed me to move on.My confidence was coming back, I'd thought it all but gone.A smile, a laugh, an opening up, a glimmer of some hope,But my epistemic self still said I was a dope.*Not sure if I was was worthy, was sadly my beliefAnd a brave face was the one I wore, despite the mental grief.Suppressing it, I steeled myself and closed my inner ears.Struggling with the demons...

Just so you know It's not okay For you to Continuously ignore me. A girl needs to feel Wanted and desired So either you do Or you don't and You need to decide. I cannot go on acting As if your indifference doesn't sting Or that my heart doesn't bleed. So if you love me tell me And if you want me show me Because not only do I want to know But I need to feel your desire. ...from the girl who loves you but is hurt at always...

I'd rather be lonely alone, than lonely with somebody else... I've decided over time and mishaps just the same that although I ache for companionship I can be alone if and when the time came Like an unattended orchid my emotions are left to die As if I had crawled in a blackened hole I feel alone and didn't know why As if I’m a used toy doll I’m tossed away and never once caught Broken and shattered my heart lay abused as...