I grew up in Greenville, South Carolina during the 1970s and 1980s, and still live here with my high school sweetheart and wife, Gwendolyn. My upbringing was very conservative, and now at fifty-three years old, I’m sometimes amazed at the transition I’ve made in my views and actions towards bisexuality and homosexuality.
The Deep South’s conservative religious heritage always preaches against homosexuality, which has contributed to the region’s sexual repression. When I was in high school, none of the boys or girls would dare reveal themselves as being gay, for fear of being shunned, ridiculed, or even physically harmed. I like girls and their pussies more than anything and couldn't understand what would cause a boy to be attracted to another boy and wanting to have oral or anal sex with him.
My name is Clyde, and I work for a high-tech manufacturing company as an electronics technician. My interest in electronics started as a boy when my father encouraged me to study and become an amateur radio operator (ham). We studied and were tested on the key concepts of electronics, radio equipment, antennas, radio wave propagation, radio frequency safety, and government regulations. We also had to become proficient at sending and receiving Morse code, although that was removed as a licensing requirement in 2007. My examination was given by a non-paid, certified examiner who was also my instructor in the neighborhood.
I’m a reasonably good-looking man at six feet and one inch tall and weighing one hundred and ninety-five pounds. I have a thick, vein-covered, uncircumcised, six-inch cock. Gwendolyn is a pretty and well-built woman with cantaloupe-sized breasts and a perfect ass. We had a great sex life up until she went through menopause in her late-forties.
By the time she was forty-eight and I was fifty, she had slowly lost almost all interest in sex. She had always loved sucking and fucking my thick cock; but after her menopause, we had gone from having sex at least six times per week, to only once a month, if I was lucky. I started reading porn magazines and masturbating to get a little relief, but nothing could replace the feeling of sinking my cock into Gwen’s hot, wet mouth and pussy.
Gwen and I had a busy life raising our son and daughter. My primary recreation outside of family activities is the amateur radio club that I joined after I completed my electronic technology training at the community college. School was much easier for me given my background and study for my ham license. There are normally thirty men in the club, who range in age from their early twenties to their seventies.
I was as involved as I could be in club activities, which includes radiosport and transmitter hunting. Radiosport involves contacting as many participants as possible, within a particular game’s parameters, and is done from home or at our rotating club meeting places. Transmitter hunting involves using radio direction finding techniques and mobile equipment to locate a hidden transmitter within a designated search area, sometimes during the day and sometimes at night.
I enjoy the transmitter hunting the most since I take pleasure in the thrill of the hunt and being out in the city and countryside in my truck. The transmitter hunts are made even more challenging since Greenville is in the foothills of the Appalachian Mountains and includes many small hills. That makes it hard sometimes to get strong signals.
All the club members happen to be men, although women are certainly welcome to join. I became especially good friends with five of the men who are about my age, and we had fun pairing up to go on the hunts with our mobile equipment. All the men on the hunt will usually end up at our favorite tavern for a few beers after the hunt is over.
As our kids got older and became more involved with their friends, I spent even more time with ham activities. I obtained my Amateur Extra Class license and became a certified Volunteer Examiner. I have a nice fifteen feet wide and twenty feet long workshop behind my garage, where I have my radio equipment, that I reorganized to become a training facility, as well as place to hold club meetings. I got portable tables and chairs that give me enough room to teach eight people at a time, although I rarely have that many. I wasn’t being compensated for my efforts. I was just trying to give back to the ham community for the help I received as a boy getting started.
I taught some neighborhood kids and others who were recommended by other club members. Some of the boys started my classes when they were eleven or twelve years old. Many of the boys lost interest by the time they were sixteen or seventeen and were able to drive and date girls.
My first homosexual experience happened one night when I was almost fifty years old. I’m still surprised that I succumbed to the temptation, given my conservative background. I had not had any sex with Gwen for almost two months, when I was out with my best friend, George, on a transmitter hunt. It was our turn to be the hidden transmitter, and I concealed my truck in some woods behind a hill that would be hard to locate, even from Paris Mountain, which is the second most prominent peak in the Greenville area.
George is about my size and I have known him since we were in grade school together. It was pitch dark in the woods, and the other club members had already been looking for us for two hours. We first passed the time talking about ham radio. Then, as usual when we got together, the conversation turned to women and sex. We were using the dim overhead light in my truck to give us a little light while we talked, and I saw that George was rubbing his crotch, just as I was.
I was really getting horny, having gone so long without sex, and wanted to relieve myself. We knew each other well enough that I was comfortable jacking off in front of him, even though I had previously never done that in front of any of my friends.
So, I reached into my glove compartment to get one of my porn magazines and some tissues as I said, “Sorry, ole buddy, but I’ve got to take care of this hard problem in my pants.”
He watched intently as I lay the magazine on the seat between us and unfastened and lowered my jeans and underwear. My cock was hard and sticking straight up. He started removing his pants and underwear as he stared at my cock and said, “Damn, Clyde, you must be pretty fucking horny to pull your dick out like this. If you don’t mind, I’d better take care of mine too.”
I opened the magazine to some pictures of nude women and left it on the seat between us. We both began stroking our cocks, and his uncircumcised meat looked to be over eight inches long and even thicker than mine. I was amazed at the size of his cock and was staring at it as I stroked mine. Then I noticed that George looked up and caught me staring at his cock, and not the magazine, with what must have been a look of hunger on my face.
Under previous circumstances, when I would have been sexually satiated by getting so much pussy, my interest in his cock would have probably disgusted me and made me turn away. However, on that dark night in the truck, with me being so horny, his big cock somehow excited me. I was in uncharted territory and had no way of knowing or even the basis to contemplate if things would go any further.
I was feeling embarrassed at being caught staring at him, and decided to break the uncomfortable silence by saying, “Sorry, George, I didn’t mean to stare at you, buddy. It’s just that after all the years we’ve been friends, I had no idea that your cock is that big when it’s hard.”
My comment shook him out of his reverie, and he looked at me with a big smile on his face. He stopped stroking, turned partially towards me in the seat, and pointed his cock towards me with his hand.
Then he said, “No problem, Clyde. But damn, buddy, if I had known you would be so interested in my meat, I’d have shown it to you long before now. That look on your face makes me think you might want to get a closer look or even taste it too.”
I looked him in the face, trying to gauge his reaction and demeanor. Once I realized that he was serious and wasn’t getting all homophobic and pissed off, I said, “This is so embarrassing, and I’ve never even thought about doing anything like this before. But, son of a bitch, man, your huge cock does look so tasty. If you meant what you said about me getting a taste, then I’d like to try it.”
Then he really seemed to get excited. I felt like I was outside of myself looking down as George nodded his head to give me the go ahead. I immediately leaned down and licked his oozing precum, before taking the foreskin and cock head into my mouth. Gwen had sucked my cock thousands of times over our marriage, and I was then experiencing what it felt like to suck one. It seemed so perverted and nasty having another man’s cock in my mouth, which only added to the excitement of it. I could hardly believe that I was being so submissive to my friend, George, and sucking his fuck meat.
Since that was my first time, I changed my licking and sucking movements to find my comfort zone and what was best for him. In only a few minutes, I was actively sucking his head and shaft while moving up and down ever deeper on his cock. It must have felt good to George because he held my head and swiveled his hips, fucking into my cock sucking mouth. He was already part of the way to ejaculating from masturbating, so it didn’t take long for him to reach his climax with me sucking his bid cock like that.
I was hungrily sucking him and making all kinds of slurping, sucking and gagging sounds as I forced his cock into my throat. Then, just as I felt his cock start to throb and pulse, he held my head in place and while panting said, “I hope you thought this thing through, ole buddy, because you’re just about to get a two-week load of my thick cum. I’m not stopping now, so start swallowing, cock sucker.”
I instinctively tried to pull away as his first pulse of semen and sperm shot into my mouth. That was followed by six more big spurts as I gurgled and gagged and swallowed his load. As his cock softened in my mouth, he relaxed the pressure on my head and must have expected me to pull away. Instead, I continued sucking his cock and getting the rest of his oozing cum. I enjoyed sucking his cock and swallowing his cum and couldn’t begin to understand how that change had come over me.
He finally pushed me off his cock and sat there smiling at me as my face must have turned ten shades of red. Then he said, “Damn, buddy, that really felt fucking good, and you seemed to enjoy it a lot too. Tell me what it was like for you going down on my fuck meat that way.”
I thought for a few moments and then replied, “I’m so embarrassed about this, George, and never in a million years dreamed that I would do something like this. But heaven help me, man, I loved the taste and texture of your big cock, foreskin and thick veins in my mouth. And just the idea that I was sucking my best friend’s cock was arousing to me. My favorite thing, though, was when your big cum load shot into my mouth.”
“I also liked the way you held my head in place and kind of forced me to taste and swallow your semen and sperm. I can’t explain how it was so enjoyable for me. Can I trust you to not tell anyone about this? I don’t want to get a reputation for being a cock sucker, when I was just helping out an old friend.”
George laughed and said, “Don’t worry about it, Clyde, I won’t tell anyone. In fact, you make it all sound so good that I’d like to try it myself. That way we’ll both have an incentive to keep this a secret. I can see that your cock stayed hard just from the excitement of sucking mine, so let me give it a try.”
I replied, “Fuck yeah, George, give mine a taste too. I’d like to keep sucking you while you’re sucking me if you don’t mind. I just love the taste of your cock.”
George leaned down to suck my cock as I moved the bench seat back and laid down the opposite way on my back to suck his cock again. For some reason I liked the idea of being under him, so I pulled him on top of me. He pushed his hardening cock into my mouth as I felt his lips and mouth engulf mine. He soon got into a rhythm sucking my dick as I had done sucking him the first time. Being on top of me that way, he was also beginning to aggressively fuck my mouth like a cunt.
I was starting to get turned on with his big, loosely-hanging balls slapping against my face and decided to give them a taste. I pulled away from his cock and took his scrotum and one ball into my mouth, sucking and licking them. I really liked the musky smell and taste of his sweaty crotch. He increased his suction on my cock before pulling off for a moment saying, “Damn, buddy, that feels wonderful with you sucking my nuts that way. My wife has never done that for me. You sure are a nasty fucker.”
My ejaculation was quickly approaching, with all the stimulation I had previously and the excitement of sucking his cock. I wanted to be sucking his cock when I ejaculated, so I took his meat back into my mouth, after letting him know that I was getting close. In just another minute my dick was pulsing wildly as I shot spurt after spurt of my cum into his mouth. I found out that he wasn’t swallowing my load, though, when he pulled off of my dick and spit my cum into a wad of tissues.
He increased the speed and depth of his strokes fucking my mouth as he said, “Sorry, Clyde, but I don’t seem to have a taste for sucking cock and drinking man milk like you do. I’m more than happy to feed you another load, though. Keep sucking, my cock sucking friend, and I’ll feed you again soon.”
He continued fucking my mouth for another five minutes, until I was rewarded with another discharge of his tasty cream. He finally got off me and we pulled on our pants. We talked about what we had done with one another. It became clear that while I enjoyed everything about sucking his cock and balls and swallowing his cum, George wasn’t sorry he tried it, but he didn’t want to suck me again. He did agree, though, to let me suck him whenever we had an opportunity.
I began to realize that some men like me enjoy serving other men sexually, while others like George are more like alpha males, and just want to get their rocks off. After just that one experience, I realized that I enjoyed giving oral sexual pleasure to other men and relished the idea of gaining their approval for giving of myself that way. I guess that I couldn’t have learned that about myself until I was in a situation where I was not sexually satiated, and an opportunity presented itself like that first night.
Having been a normal, dominant man all my life, I couldn’t understand how, after just that one experience, I loved the feeling of being submissive to other men sexually and being a receptacle for their fuck fluids and pleasure. The strangest thing, though, was how my craving for pussy had morphed into a desire to suck cocks to satisfy my lust.
The other club members finally found us and we all went to the tavern to drink. George and I acted as if nothing had happened. As we sat there socializing, I looked at the other men and couldn’t help wondering if I would be able to suck their cocks, given the right situations. I was becoming obsessed with the desire to suck more cocks and swallow more cum.
Over the next several weeks I took advantage of many opportunities to suck George’s cock and balls both in my truck and in my workshop. We rotated our pairings on the transmitter hunts, and I found two of my other friends who reluctantly agreed to let me suck them, if only infrequently. I was always looking for more, and somewhere along the line, I began to think about how enjoyable it would be to suck someone much younger than me. That’s when I thought of David.
David and several of his friends from the neighborhood began taking ham classes with me when they were twelve years old. Over the years, his friends dropped out of the classes as they got older and developed other interests. David is different than the others because he's shyer and withdrawn socially, and really takes the classes and licensing seriously. He comes over to the workshop to work with me on radio equipment on many evenings and weekends other than our formal classes. We had established an innocent emotional connection and became good friends.
Soon after my first homosexual experience with George, I realized that David had turned sixteen in the spring, which is the age of consent in South Carolina. I’m not really attracted to men or boys, per se, but just to the idea of sucking their cocks. Still, I recognize David as a good-looking boy. Although not effeminate, he was kind of skinny and maybe five feet and nine inches tall, with long, shaggy hair.
I started to engage him in more-personal conversations and learned that he hadn’t had much interest in girls. He was considered to be a ham radio geek by his friends who had already started dating girls. We had an unusually friendly relationship for a fifty-year-old man and a sixteen-year-old boy, and I encouraged him to call me by my first name. He would talk with me about almost anything, and I’m almost ashamed to admit that I took advantage of our friendship and began carefully testing the waters to determine his interest in sex.