My newfound sexual desire burns within me. It generates a deep tormenting heat that feels radioactive at my very core. From the first flutter of my eyes in the morning to the moment sleep dampens my fire at night my sexuality consumes me. Even then, in sleep, my dreams betray my desire.My most common one has me restrained to the floor by hands, both male and female hands on my arms, my feet, my breasts, my neck and caress...

The grape pushed against my tightly pursed lips. I was smiling, holding back laughter as my husband George tried to coax me to open my mouth and accept the firm green fruit. I was being difficult, giving him a hard time for no reason other than to make him work for it. He had been working hard already. He had lit every candle in the room. He selected music that rotated through a number of old female jazz and blues vocalis...

“That may be the best invitation I’ve had since Jane first invited me to her dorm room long ago,” my husband, George, said.I expected George to be shocked when he opened the door and saw us naked together. Instead I was amazed at how casually he accepted it. The first thing George said was, “Mary, I see you’ve become acquainted with my wife.” Then Mary invited him to join us! I was the one in shock.George walked over to t...

“My husband tells me you give a delicious blowjob,” said Mary.I suddenly reversed the sip of wine I was taking back into the glass. “What?”“Actually I believe ‘tenacious’ was the word he used,” she said, “Tenacious AND delicious.”I sat stunned. This women Mary, my neighbor from across the street could not have shocked me more. Mary knocked on my door shortly after I came in from a Saturday morning of yard work. When I ope...

Ok, so I’ll answer the most obvious and frequently asked question: How does a married 32 year old Ivy League educated heiress from an old Main Line Philadelphia family become a porn actress? There is no short answer, even though I have attempted them in countless interviews during my 10-year career. This is simply the first installment of the long answer, the story of how I wended my way along the path to a decade in adul...