The man staggered along the Grassmarket. The area below the Castle battlements was thronged with crowds on a rare sunny Saturday afternoon in Edinburgh. He looked like he hadn’t slept in weeks. His hair was dishevelled, sticking up as if he’d stuck his finger in a plug socket.
His face was flushed but it was his eyes you noticed. They were wild, staring. He scanned the ground, then the faces of people walking past. He stumbled towards women, and then he would stop, staring into their faces before turning away in disgust.
His coat was stained and looked as if it had lain in more than one gutter. Why he was wearing a long trench coat on a warm summer’s day was anyone’s guess. The coat was open and flapped around him. The white shirt underneath was hanging loose, half unbuttoned and covered in a variety of stains. The black trousers were similarly stained.
He clutched a shoe in his right hand. It was a woman’s shoe; suede, royal blue, with a little black bow over the toes. He had stolen it from the basket of sale shoes sitting outside the shoe shop a few minutes earlier. He held it in front of him like an amulet, waving it from side to side as he sought out any woman he could see on the street. He would approach them, the shoe held up to their face before lowering it to look at her feet before raising it again and stumbling on.
He kept up a running commentary as he stumbled along. He’d mutter obscenities as he held the shoe up, and then go silent before continuing his foul-mouthed rant as he staggered along the street.
Suddenly he stopped. His head swivelled round to stare up at the Castle embankment with the flags fluttering. His gaze moved from the shoe to the Castle and back again.
He caressed the shoe lovingly. His fingers stroked the slightly rounded toe. He teased and tickled the bow, smiling to himself as his fingers fluttered over the black velvet. He ran his fingers softly down the outside of the shoe, fingertips fluttering over the kitten heel. He turned the shoe over, gazing almost in wonder at the curves of the sole. He brought the shoe up to his face, inhaling the scent of new leather and shoe dye.
His lips brushed the heel, pushing it into his mouth as his lips sucked on the hard suede-covered heel. He ran his tongue lasciviously over the sole, before curling it around and inside the shoe. He stared into the faces of the people walking past as his tongue licked the insole lining. His head was tilted to one side as if attempting to get his tongue right to the end of the toe box.