It was an ordinary boring Friday, and I was stuck at home finishing my thesis. No matter how hard I tried to focus on it, my mind has always wandered to him. Mr. S. Suddenly, as if we shared some form of telepathic communication, an email from him popped up on my screen.
Good evening, Ms. M, how is your thesis going? I was just wondering whether you needed my help with anything. I will be more than glad to provide the last final consultation before your big day arrives.
Best regards, Mr. S.
Despite my dominant nature, this man is somehow always able to make me feel like his slave. Just a silly little email from him makes me feel on top of the world. Of course, I need the consultation. I need everything he has to teach me. Because even thou I make it seem like I have my shit together and know what I'm doing, I know nothing and I need his guidance. I grabbed my phone to type in a reply.
Good evening, Mr. S. Would it be possible for me to come to your office next Friday? I still have this unfinished part and a couple more touch-ups that have to be done.
Ms. M
I reread the email a couple of times as I always do. Looking for incoherences that probably are not even there, it's just the perfectionist in me, and I finally clicked send.
It's here. The day I'm meeting him for my final consultation. We had a couple of them actually, and I feel as if we had grown closer to each other even more during them. The topic of my thesis intrigues us both, well, that might be the reason for our bonding, or perhaps it is my power of seduction and his alluring blue eyes. Whatever the reason is, it doesn't matter. I just want it to last. Only a few things in my life last, so please let this be what lasts.
When I came into his office, he was busy grading papers. I had a minute to silently admire him before he noticed that I was there. I remembered the first time I met him. He had just completed his post-graduate studies, was a newlywed, and started teaching at this university. He looked so full of life back then. Joyous and excited. The truth is that a lot has happened in his life during those three years. Some people might have said that he was in love with his wife, but since the beginning, I just knew that something was a disturbing factor. I knew that he was not happy in that marriage. I got to witness the downfall of it right in front of my very eyes. His late comings to the seminars, spilled coffees, and tired eyes. Rumors have spread quickly around the university claiming that me and my frequent visits to his office are the reason for him divorcing his wife now. It's simply not the truth. Have they not detected the misery in his eyes?
"Ahh, Allie, welcome. Have a seat. I was just correcting some mistakes on yesterday's seminars tests."
He let out the biggest sigh and stretched in his chair. Fuck. This man and the things he's doing to my body even without touching me. I sat on the big blue couch opposing him, nervously digging through my purse until I found my USB. I grabbed it and enthusiastically showed it to him.
"It's here! Our work!"
"You mean your work eh?" He said jokingly and raised his eyebrow.
"Yes, my work whatever but I can't deny that you have helped me tons."
"Okay so let's see what we got here. Hmm, very good I'm so proud of you, Allie, but you're sure that you want to keep this part?"
He pointed at the middle section of the third paragraph. Fuck. It was my nonsensical erotic story draft.
"It's nothing. We can just ignore that and move to the next part here." I'm a fucking dumbass.
"Nooo, Allie, now that I've seen it I can't just unsee it. What was it about? Show me."
He stood up from the chair, sat on the table, and pulled me closer to him. Fuck. I can feel his satin shirt. When I said earlier that we are getting closer to each other this is by far the closest we have ever been. Allie think! You can't just let him do to you whatever he wants. But maybe you'd like it. My inner voice protested. His tie is loosened up. Hmmm, I am going to use that to my advantage. Although, in my story, I had more appropriate tools. I quickly grabbed the tie and tied his hands behind his back with it.